let me criticize this time.i just have all these kind of feelings being bottom up and feel so damn pathetic.cause there's no one to share with nowadays.

to you,
can you just simply shuddup?don't keep on complaining that the world is treating you like a piece of shit.seriously,i think you DESERVE it.you go school is to interact with people,not interacting with them as if they're your maids in the house.when people doesn't want to help you buy things,don't force them to.Its a very sickening thing to do it.and when some couple are together,you simply being the brightest light bullb in the world,sit there and stare at them,questioning them this and that.what you take them for?your TV screen?




back to the buying stuffs issues,please tell the person what kind of things you cant or don't want specifically.at the end of the day when the person buy wrong,you go and ask the person to buy it in the middle of the night.Instead of asking people help you buy your stuff,why couldn't you buy it yourself?freak!!and do you think i'm your maid for life?Fuck you lahs.to tell you the truth,you're not that lovable,you're really damn HATEFUL!!!transfer to any schools you like lahs,cause you're damn hateful and you're not worth being a leader in school.Serve you right if your're being sacked lahs.i'll pray hard for that day to arrive.

to another you,
you know what?the present we gave you cost only $3.and you're like being so 'thankful' about that.actually i already predicted that this year i would be kind of lonely.cause i knew you would go and find your usual hangouts,so be it then.but you need not do to the extent where you keep on taking away the opportunity what i have to say and restrict me doing things.i know what i'm doing,i don't need you to do all those stuffs.and for your information,i'm quite pissed that you did not tell me what not to do until i did that mistake,and then kind of blame me.you should have told me at the beginning before asking me to do that particular thing with its restrictions.and i think you seriosuly need to dig your ears for goodness sake.anyhow accusing me for stuffs i did not say,i HATE it.i'm not afraid to let you know this,YOUR SMILES ARE FAKE ENOUGH TO MAKE ME FEEL DISGUSTED.




and to another you,
you're making me damn sick about you.somehow,some things you only want people around you to sacrifice for you yet not you sacrificing for them.you always claimed this and that which makes me feel so sick about that.you know that?i really don't know what to say about you.all i wanna say is,don't be so full of yourself.

and to myself,
i'm bitchy today for goodness sake.