It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love
tonight
Wednesday, January 03, 2007, 3:25 AM

the new year arrived.and 2006 stepped into the history.seriously,this year i had my 'first time' the most.like the first time i had a united class.the first time i went to wow wow wet.the first time i hasd chalet.there's too much to be said.and for the first time,i cherish these memories.and this is the first time i don't want the year to end so fast.i really cherish them.

i don't know what to say,cause what i'm feeling now are really indescrible,not even words can beautify their meaning.its just that i really miss 2006.?SERIOUSLY.for i don't know what's having for me in 2007.having uncertainity and no confidence in my subjects combination.too much basics need to be built up and those don't come easy.effort and hard work need to be put in by every single person in the class.are they willing to do that?i don't know.seriously,i think i'm losing control of myself.

i know there' s some fear inside me,but its just that i couldn't get over it.plus the uncertainity and all those rubbish inside.haiz.i really don't know what to do.someone just please come and tell me what to do.