dreading school nowadays.and by the way,i patched with my mum.Somehow ideas of pon-ing school seems to like appeaar in my mind.Like pon-ing tuition.first,i attend it on a regular basis.then, (see my friends those kind of shit excuses came) i attend it irregularly.Then the final stage,QUIT.yeahs.

Didn't attend school tuesday.then,i pon higher chinese on wednesday.man,i feel like giving up all those stuffs i had now and fall into a great sleep instead.i don't want to care about family stuffs,school stuffs,cca stuffs....just any stuffs that i have to care,i don't want to.sleeping makes wonders,for me.somehow i regard it as a place where i escape from reality.Everything could be fake,which is important.my mind being blank,not dreaming anything.but once i wake up,the so call reality in my dreams broke,and i have to face the cruel reality.problems just came like a flowing river,tons to solve.

I need a break seriously!i want to have a 10 hours sleep DESPERATELY.and wake up naturally.not like slamming of doors,shouting,or wadeva shit that woke me up.cause for sure,i know i would scolding them a straight 'fuck you!' or 'shuddup lahs' to whoever that made the sound.i want MC!!!!i want to rest like no one else business!!but i doubt i get to do this.

anyway,i'm sick of maths classes.itsd always screamings and screamings.its just so sickening.and somehow i feel that i'm forever stuck at that particular place.simply pisses me off.and by the way,i think due to the chinese new year decorations things,i'm having GOOD grades for my A maths tests.so far i had a test and a retest.and guess what?i got 8 for both tests.the first is out of 20 and the 2nd,25.isn't it like so disgraceful?damn it.

science classes are like the last 2 years,i'm stuck with mrs choo!freak!!i don't want it.screamings non-stop and always being unreasonable.what we do is like wasted lahs.and what's more,she's making me hate chemistry!seriously,i'm scared that i might fail it.this time,really have to depends on physics le.die die must score well for physics!!!

and my MOOD SWINGS are back!!wahoos!!i'm insane.don't care about me.i think i'm being weird nowadays,kinda quiet,don't feel like talking to anyone and i enjoy being alone.somehow,i would just walk to somewhere i quiet,sit there and enjoy the peace(stare blankly),think of stuffs .

my so call week!its dun rocks.