ok.i'm not hiding any truths.i think i'm having severe mood swings or depression.i went to check out on the webs.
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SIGNS OF DEPRESSION:
` changes in eating and sleeping habits (eating and sleeping too much or too little) (check!)
` significant weight gain or loss (check!)
` missed school, poor school performance and/or a sudden decline in grades (kinda.)
` withdrawal from friends and family (check!)
` no longer enjoying activities that were once pleasurable (check!)
` indecision, lack of concentration, or forgetfulness (kinda.)
` feelings of worthlessness or guilt (check!)
` overreaction to criticism, irritability (check!)
` feeling that nothing is worth the effort (kinda.)
` frequent health complaints when no physical ailment exists (nopes.)
` anger, rage, anxiety (check!)
` lack of enthusiasm and motivation (do have.)
` drug/alcohol abuse, thoughts of death or suicide (i don't take drugs but i do have toughts of suicide.)

oh gosh!!!!i'm having 12/13 symptoms check.can someone sponsor me to go to IMH?i think i really need it.let's see how many signs and symptoms i have for mood swings.

SYMPTOMS FOR MOOD SWINGS.

~ Menopause (i'm still young for that.touch wood.)
~ Lack of sleep (yeah.i really need sleep lahs.)
~ Sleep apnea--- Temporary stopping breathing for a brief time while sleeping, often repeating. (touchwood.i don't tink i have that.)
~ Depression (test above)
~ Stress (yeah.i do have lots.)
~ Anxiety (no)
~ Pregnancy (omfg!i'm still a VIRGIN.get that?)
~ Bipolar disorder ----a brain disorder that causes unusual shifts in a person's mood, energy, and ability to function. Different from the normal ups and downs that everyone goes through, the symptoms of bipolar disorder are severe. They can result in damaged relationships, poor job or school performance, and even suicide. But there is good news: bipolar disorder can be treated, and people with this illness can lead full and productive lives. (i dono O.O )
~ Alcohol ---- A pattern of mental and physical birth defects caused by excessive alcohol use during pregnancy. The range and severity of the symptoms may vary greatly. (touch wood!!my mum don't drink much de)
~ Medication side effects (i'm not sick,so why should i have any medication?)
~ Hypoglycaemia ---Hypoglycemia is a low level of sugar in the blood. ( i tink i'm having high sugar level instead of the low one.)
~ Premenstrual syndrome (my menstruation is not up yet.shud be coming on the 13th ot 14th.)


During recess or in classes ttoday,many asked if i'm ok.like yuiki(i LOVE her!!),kit tat.Even ms ismal asked if i'm okay,then saying this :you look miserable.and i cried like 2 times in school.it isn't just the teacher,its just that i feel like crying and the tears just gush out like no one's business.want to stop aso cannot.next time really must standby tissue le.