you're no longer pure when you reach 13.

that's what she said.and i think is right.the development of everything,physically and mentally.the gate towards the world of reality welcomes you.The sufferings hit upon your face flat,tons of heartaches which cannot be described.Became numb towards anything.Tears just flow freely.What more can you expect?

The purity once in you was gone.That was the time pure happiness was there.You can get happy over little things.the smihave les are always there.everything to you was like heaven.Well,that's all i can say.

My thinkings and reflections.what you may disagree upon after reading,just name it out.that's all.