Midst of me.

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As Expected,BAD DAY.i got my 2 of my papers back.But according to Ms Ang,practically the entire Sec 3 level flunk the SS paper just for a handful of them.So,well i'm gonna be in the majority rather than minority.Cause she gave back our previous test on population,i got 3/20.

i Got back PHyics paper too.i'm angry with myself for having 14 marks of careless mistake.but indeed,i passed!31/50.What's worst is my E maths.i attained 24 marks CARELESS MISTAKE.wtf!i shouldn't got so low,61.i shoud've attained 85.why am i underperforming?gosh!i must work hard!STRIVE!

i got totally shocked by what she said.She marked my chinese paper and chninese lit paper.GOt damned shocked when she said that i was emotionally confused.Yes,i am.With the things coming up and w/o the help of my family.I admit i strive to be independent,yet,thoughts just came.i can't control them.When i'm being helpless,i cant afford to cry,that's what i know.I'm not like people who had their happy families with them,i'm just the one fighting alone.

well,all i can say is,i almost cried in front of her.i wished i could break down in front of someone,yet,i held back.Tears aren't just me.

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