It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love
tonight
Monday, May 21, 2007, 9:44 PM

well,when i was in the hall,my thoughts just ran wild.I was thinking of all sorts of rubbish.I even thought "why do people try to get near their friends that were isolated long time ago by them out of a sudden."Do they have other motives?

It made me thought for long,and i came to a conclusion.Yes,its with a motive.They're guilty of how they treated you by isolating you out of their lives,now they're trying to compensate their mistakes.Well,not that simple.Humans are evil creatures,and their mind ain't pure once polluted.They would want more of you,yes.More to get your pockets empty.Yes,plus the empty promises made by them.

And when you do things for them,you would think that your effort ain't worth them.Even at times,you would give up.But,its the word "FRIENDSHIP" that's holding on to you.Just like the peg holding on to the clothes logic.Sooner or later,even the "clothes" won't even give face to the "pegs",and it'll SNAP!

What i wrote is how i felt,TERRIBLE.and to such extent,i almost cried.Yet,tears just wouldn't flow freely as they would in the past.How i wish to say "Get off!I'm not your prey,LEECH!!" but yet,i just hung to the word "FRIENDSHIP" and let my blood being sucked.What kind of world is this?A realistic world of working society.Yes,it is.The reality is Cruel.Yet,they wouldn't come in a soft and nice way but hit you nice and hard.Which will cause you to Scream 'OUCH!'

Thanks for being so sweet guys.Efforts would be appreciated.=]

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