YEAHS!We won the FAQ second place!Good Job Guys!

and who told me that i was seen with my hair tied?i forgot le.Bad memory i suppose.

anyway,ytd was considered a quite tiring.though just went to watch them competition but quite tired.hahas.didn't know why.

and well,i couldn't deny that this is the period whereby love is blooming everywhere!hahas.

Labels: FAQ

i'm beat.after all the emcess training,the normal activity,and worst STUDIES.

MY ADDICTION IS BACK AGAIN,PLEASE ASK ME GO SCHOOL,MAN.

I shan't talk anymore.Let the pictures i took,do the talking!

i miss him.how?




Circles by Marques Houstan.

Intro]
Yeah…
You know what’s funny?
Seems like every time I try to forget about you,
My feelings pull me back in.
You know
‘Cause I got somebody else,
You got somebody else.
But you and I both know,
That it really is
But still,
You know what I’m saying, B?

Ran across a picture you took of me,
and it got me thinking
bout how it use to be, it was just you and me
I still hear you sayin you love me
put no one else above me
but that was back then
now you're just a memory
If I didn’t go away to school,
Then where would we be?
Probably still together and somewhere happy.
If I’m supposed to be moved on
in a new relationship strong,
Then why are you still hauntin’ me?
They say…

[Chorus]
If you love something, let it go,
And if it comes back then that’s how you know.
I got to the stoplight then I made four rights.
Now I’m back where I started,
And you’re back in my life.
The farther i go the closer i get back to you.
I say I moved on,
Til’ I’m reminded of you.
Can somebody help me?
To help me get out of this circle
Out of this circle.

I drove past your house the other day,
I didn’t even mean to,
I went the wrong way.
I ain't seen your mama in a while.
When she looked at me, she smiled,
And asked me if I’m doing okay.
Took everything I had not to bring up your name,
And wonder if you came home for the holidays, yeah
She asked if I could stay a while,
Cause you had come in town
And you were just five minutes away.

[Chorus]
If you love something, let it go,
And if it comes back then that’s how you know.
I got to the stoplight then I made four rights.
Now I’m back where I started,
And you’re back in my life.
The farther I go the closer I get back to you.
I say I moved on,
Til’ I’m reminded of you.
Can somebody help me?
To help me get out of this circle
Out of this circle

To anybody who’s listening to this,
If you got the person that makes you wonder what if,
Let me hear you say yeah (yeah),
Say yeah (yeah)
Say yeah (yeah)
Oh yeah (oh yeah)
If you understand how I feel,
Then grab that person now to let her know what’s real.
Let me hear you say yeah (yeah),
Yeah (yeah)
Yeah, hey

[Chorus]
If you love something, let it go,
And if it comes back then that’s how you know.
I got to the stop light then I made four rights.
Now I’m back where I started,
And you’re back in my life.
The farther I go the closer I get back to you
I say I moved on,
Til’ I’m reminded of you.
Can somebody help me?
To help me get out of this circle
Out of this circle

Lyrics by Letssingit.com

i-finaleAarghs!
its a miracle that i attended CCS.
and today there's tons of duty today.
the australian duty,the detention duty!!!

and damn i can't accept some facts!!WHY WHY WHY??
damn damn.too complicated liao lahs.

and i was so pissed at that fucking auntie lahs.DAMN!!FUCK HER!!!

i started to regret when i lost him.i don't know.He give me what to secure me,i miss those kind of feelings.

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gosh me,i just recalled that i dreamt about that BB.and the dream is pretty nice.OMFG!!hope that nothing would happen.

here's a mTv.'Animal i have become' by Three Days Grace.



gosh,gosh.what's becoming of me?EMo,Punk?

damn me,i cut my thumb ACCIDENTALLY.and when i cut my thumb,wee how just finished cursing me for the lost of his calculator.Too much of coincidence?yes.


and it hurts!OUCH!!and please if you find it disgusted to see how my hand became,please skip the pictures.

after the entire incident,i bought ingredients back home to bake some muffins for one of the departing teachers.

hehes,well i never tasted it.But he commented that its nice.WOW?first time i bake in my life and its like success.WHEES!!




Caught Harry Potter and the Order of Phoneix.Not really nice.To be mean,there's no climax.gosh,and i wasted $9.50 on that movie.Out of 10,i would give a critic of 3.Gosh,it really sucks.Perhaps different people had different view on that movie,so i would not further comment more about it



And as known around the world,the 7th book which is also the final book of the Harry Potter series had been released worldwide.Yes,Harry Potter and the deathly Hollows.For people like me,who doesn't like to read,you can read a summary at http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Harry_potter_and_the_deathly_hollows#The_Deathly_Hallows

and i won't be updating about the story i said in the previous post.(If its being requested,i would consider.)that's all for this update i guess.tatas!

okayys,i'm still all pissed up.Great me huh?

nowadays i don't know why keep on having stomachaches early in the morning.darn,and i have to rush to the toilet like some mad ass.Yes,i mean it.you can ask adeva or kai ting,they saw it.

and well,today was somewhat not so peaceful day.we had a ss test,yet it doesn't seem like test at all.further details can be obtained from any 3Es peeps.I'm lazy to write.

The bazaar is coming up,yes.but i want to help out in the store,could i?sianx.sure won't get de lah.

I'm doing muffins tml,anyone willing to be the white mice?hahas.

WTF!!!someone purposely go and locked my door.FUCK,then at there act pity.I had enough of that hypocrite.I'm so damn pissed now.

Labels: lolly

well,i got quite caught up when i came upon a blog which still had one of famous hit show, 'Princess Hours' song embeded.

Emtional strings got tugged upon this song,sad memories just played in my mind like a quiet flim.Its sad,yes.Though the song is about boy-girl kinda love,yet i just...

I don't know how to describe it.Well,let's ignore about the emo part.

and yes,people.If nowadays you see me do all my homework up,don't sleep in class and more attention being paid,DON'T BE SUPRISED.

I made up my mind.

I want to stop all those self-pity which demoralize my confidence,as well as the most IMPORTANT thing i had,self esteem.I want to regain the old me,though reckless and non-sensative yet optismistic and cheerful.

i want to achieve what i had in pri 4.Staight band 1s for every subject,and now,my goals are to achieve straight As for 'O' levels.and i want to go JC,i want to go university.I want to use art as my career.I want to prove people wrong that studying art is not a wasted subject,but to let them discover the beauty of art.

and i want to promote art as a kind of therapy maybe,I just want to prove the greatness of art which people never imagined.I want to let the world proudly accept art,each and every single beings.That's my aspirations i have for now.

Let's work for it!!!GOGOGO!!

and well,the repeat of the PROJECT RUNWAY,ANGELA SUCK tons!!

Taggs reply:
Firstly people,i don't really reply tags,cause i'm lazy to.so,i'll rpely you guys.hhahs.

SOMEBODY!!! & shiqin:I'll be glad to know who you are.(<--somebody)and i'll stay happy from now on,and live my life to the fullest.thanks =] Jiaping:LINKED!!
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Labels: aspirations, sudden

i felt close to them.At least its them who i can show them my cheerful and optismistic side.there's simply no restrictions for me when communicating and playing with them.Felt that there's total freedom.It's when i can feel the real me.

But yet,the polictics in our level made me felt so left out.I didn't know what to tell them.I don't know what's our common topic,i don't who's true towards others.Worst of all,i don't even know how to communicate well with them.There's simply no rapport between us.Everything's messed up,and yes.I mean it.

Things do struck me thinking you know,like people would suddenly ask me:"Why are you so quiet?Normally you're damn noisy you know?hahas."

Well,yes.Such signs can be spotted more commonly this year compared to last year.I'm ruining myself.I know.I skipped school,i don't do my homework,i slack around,i give people attitudes.Yes,curse me if you want,i won't mind about it even if you were to do it in front of me.

Just outta sudden,I just felt that the world is fake.People give you comfort out of pity,most of the time,they don't mean it.People talk to you when you're alone,cause they pity you.People smile at you,making you think "we still fren-fren." kinda thing,giving you false hopes.

When you thought you still had your family,they were not there to help you.Parents just want you to achieve academic goals they want in their hearts.Not only that,they want you to go to the stream they want,they decide everything for you.All could do was to obey them,no rights was given.Once you retaliate,they would say you've become rebelious.Hence,they would even control you more,more determined to let you go towards the path they had planned for you when you had planned your path.Worst of all,they force you to go the path they want.

After all these events happened,you're feeling so damn down.Then,you saw your friend's blog wrote some things regarding cliques which made you even more heart broken.All those efforts to make them special including the birthday celebrations seem to be wasted.Its them who made you think your clique is very important to them.yet at the end of the day,they post it on their blogs said that actually they love this clique more than their previous clique.I'm speechless and numb to give any comments.if disappointment could only be the word to describe this kind of feeling,clever people should coin more harsher words than this.

Labels: current thiinkings.

I'm jealous.

ignore the first statement i've made.I've gone emo again.and now,instead of naming pineapple head,guess i should change it to emokid?i don't know.teachers are like love,DISASTERS.

Well,i found some childhood pictures sometime ago.hahas,had a good laugh while looking at it,yet at the same time,my heart was aching.I'm sure most of you guys know why.



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i couldn't wake up in the morning,so i didn't went to school.

well,school seems nothing to me now.
yet,MORE expectations had to be met.
i'm STRESSED out.
i need REST.
yet,these are always never sufficient.

i need someone to push me.
someone to make school a more 'meaningful' place to go.
in other words,i need MOTIVATION.

i regretted being so frank to L.
seriosuly,i'm damn regretful.
now,i'm blaming myself to loose a friendship cause of my character.
damn,why is this happening?

I'm hot-tempered.Its difficult to change it.
I tried many times,yet my efforts aren't being recognised.
Do i really give people bad impressions?
gosh me,i do.By their reactions and stuffs.

depressed again?i don't know.i'm not in the mood to think about all these.

Labels: complicated

Labels: pissed

TODAY

i'm so pissed with a bastardy bitch named LIM JIAN BOON.

MY whole body is aching all over.

and ms lin just suan-ed me indirectly in front of the whole class.

and Mr Koh is leaving too.

Labels: pissed, random

well,life has been tiring.yyes,much tiring.

i hate school.

wonderful teachers leaving.

sickening teachers coming in.

expectations yet to be met.

Fuck those upcoming commmon tests.

and fuck to all those trouble some stuffs.