It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love
tonight
Thursday, July 05, 2007, 3:31 AM

i couldn't wake up in the morning,so i didn't went to school.

well,school seems nothing to me now.
yet,MORE expectations had to be met.
i'm STRESSED out.
i need REST.
yet,these are always never sufficient.

i need someone to push me.
someone to make school a more 'meaningful' place to go.
in other words,i need MOTIVATION.

i regretted being so frank to L.
seriosuly,i'm damn regretful.
now,i'm blaming myself to loose a friendship cause of my character.
damn,why is this happening?

I'm hot-tempered.Its difficult to change it.
I tried many times,yet my efforts aren't being recognised.
Do i really give people bad impressions?
gosh me,i do.By their reactions and stuffs.

depressed again?i don't know.i'm not in the mood to think about all these.

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