It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight |
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Thursday, July 05, 2007, 3:31 AM
i couldn't wake up in the morning,so i didn't went to school. well,school seems nothing to me now. yet,MORE expectations had to be met. i'm STRESSED out. i need REST. yet,these are always never sufficient. i need someone to push me. someone to make school a more 'meaningful' place to go. in other words,i need MOTIVATION. i regretted being so frank to L. seriosuly,i'm damn regretful. now,i'm blaming myself to loose a friendship cause of my character. damn,why is this happening? I'm hot-tempered.Its difficult to change it. I tried many times,yet my efforts aren't being recognised. Do i really give people bad impressions? gosh me,i do.By their reactions and stuffs. depressed again?i don't know.i'm not in the mood to think about all these. Labels: complicated |