It felt so wrong
It felt so right
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Sunday, August 26, 2007, 9:07 PM
oh man,i'm damn tired from the parade rehearsal.Cause its just like so tiring la. Anyway,had a great time also. but damn,couldn't yawn with my mouth wide open. so restricted. My my. Personal reflection i told people. The person i'm very sorry to is Jun Hong.Well,my wrong decision made him suffer. yes,i did. I cut my hair.people laugh at me.But as long as i like it,can liaos.Sometimes i don't understand why people live for the sake of love.Aren't there anything besides love that they could live for?Please enlighten me. and oops,my fast reaction was been seen by Mrs peck.Gosh me. TAGGS REPLY sjab:if you don't want to disclose ur identity here,can sms me.my number could be obtained. Lynn:HALOS. Edward:Hi MR NAI!sorry for the real damn late reply.WA LAO!!! I want go watch skinwalkers also!!hahas,sure not treating hon qi prata house?hehes. Xuemin:MUCH LOVES!!<33 WeeHow:Rubbish that you don't understand which i understand.Hahas,you're not profound!
Saturday, August 25, 2007, 10:41 PM
Friday, August 24, 2007, 8:40 PM
![]() Well well.
some things that are not destined to be mine, i should let it go. why bothering struggle and fight for it, and in the end,you get nothing. Energy wasted. ![]() Anyway,tiring day.Full day of duties.Teachers weren't in class.Boring Day.Went home packed my bed and iron my half-u.Well,pretty tiring.Basically,counting logistics item till sian. ![]() and clement actually thought that Glenn is my boyfriend.Damn funny.But anyway,Glenn and me are just pure friends.Went to meet my mum and cut my hair. Now is like damn short until i don't have the feeling to take photos.And i feel so weird.and actually dogs aren't scary but cute and hairy.hehes. ![]() Emptiness fills one. Desperation come in. I'm not one kind like you think. Stop giving me those things i don't need. All i need is just me and myself. Independence. I'm one BITCH.
Thursday, August 23, 2007, 8:23 PM
well,i decide to work hard le.i'm so easily tired out nowadays.gosh me.wanna sleep~~ recent events are getitng out of hand. I have my tantrums being thrown Spikes flying over. Politics everywhere. that's recent happenings.
Monday, August 20, 2007, 11:15 PM
I got back some of my results. Indeed,just as i expected, Here are the marks. Combine Science: Physics: 7/25(I didn't really focus on it) Chemistry:14/25(got 8 marks careless) OVERALL:21/50 FAIL. Combine Huamanities: Chinese.Lit:5/20(I wrote out of point) Social Studies:Not known.(I guessed i passed) OVERALL:NOT KNOWN. Maths:40/50(got a 9 marks careless mistake) A Maths:Not known(but most prob won't pass.) Chinese:Not known. Oh man,such BLOODY results i got for common tests.Let's just pray that the CA report doesn't include the result of this test. -- Well,i'm ending this post in such manner.XP Labels: common test, Results
Sunday, August 19, 2007, 1:28 PM
Aarghs!my body is now aching all over!INCLUDING MY FATS luh. We went downtown east to cycle.and as you guys know,I don't know how to cycle. and i finally learned to cycle without anyone coaching.hehes,Glad to say that i DIDN"T CRASH also! But still,i got bruises on my legs. Then we proceeded on to marina bay to Zhen fa steamboat.Pretty enjoy but didn't eat to my fill.And it's pretty unhygenic there,not up to my standard.But indeed we enjoyed our time there.Went to arcade a while and then home sweet home. Well,we got lost
Saturday, August 18, 2007, 9:53 AM
I feel so like Hitler.Adolf Hitler. Gosh me. Munchikins:I'm Not Okay(I promise) Baker:My Chemical Romance Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say I never want to let you down or have you go It's better off this way For all the dirty looks The photographs your boyfriend took Remember when you broke your foot From jumping out the second floor I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay You wear me out What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems (I'm not okay) I've told you time and time again You sing the words but don't know what it means To be a joke and look Another line without a hook I held you close as we both shook for the last time Take a good hard look I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay You wear me out Forget about the dirty looks The photographs your boyfriend took You said you'd read me like a book But the pages are all torn and frayed I'm okay I'm okay I'm okay, now (I'm okay, now) But you really need to listen to me Because I'm telling you the truth I mean this, I'm okay (Trust me) I'm not okay I'm not okay Well, I'm not okay I'm not o-fucking-kay I'm not okay I'm not okay (Okay)
Thursday, August 16, 2007, 8:18 PM
oh GREAT!the EFFING COMMON TEST finally finished !YAYS!! well,i'm damn exhausted. and sorry,I feel so guilty. I don't know what's been bothering about me.Everytime i see that particular photo,I just got an uneasy feeling.Really.I know it may sound quite scary cause now is the 7th month but there's a feeling that something big will happen.Sound as if its woman's six sense. I just hope everyone will be blessed.Nothing will happen.Cause the feeling is getting stronger and stronger. Currently,i can say that i will fail A Maths paper.Shit lahs,i find it quite okay but i just can't think in such proper way.Man,i regreted eating too much pau during recess. ![]() Me,Shu Hui,Sam,Honqi and Edward went to AMK Hub to watch "Secret".Somehow,it did touched me at certain scenes.Initially,i didn't cry.Till where Jay learns about Xiao Yu past through his dad,that's when is started to cry.Happy Ending.If its a sad one instead,guess i'll cry even more.hahas. RANDOM PICTURE ![]()
Wednesday, August 15, 2007, 10:07 PM
Aww,nowadays i'm just so into movies! Who wanna watch Skin walkers ar?but cant.Damn bloody rating.in america,its PG,bu tin s'pore is NC 16.Wth.Upon the age of 16,i will sure chiong to Cinema to watch NC 16 MOVIES!!!hehes. But those who're above 16,Skinwalkers quite nice. Visit THIS web to know more about the sypnosis. TAGGS REPLY: Eileen:Aarghs!i can't find anyone to accompany to watch.ITs quite tempting lah.hehes. Jiaping:Rather fine nowadays =] Thanks for the concern. sjab:I would greatly appreciate you to state down your name or something?YEs.Anyway,thanks for tagging also =] Labels: movie
Tuesday, August 14, 2007, 3:48 PM
MAN,i'm damn damn BLODDY PISSED la. i don't know what's the damn bloody reaction for lahs? keep on laughing,i don't know what's the damn bloody reaction for. Fuming now,but to think of the papers i jsut took,was like damn sad.Physics,i guess i'll FAIL with flying colours.Chemistry,guess some tuition is apretty good option.Chinese,i wa slacking and pretty much of staring into space. well,overall.I'll fail all the papers done by today.yes.congrats me! Labels: bitches, common test
Sunday, August 12, 2007, 11:50 PM
oh man,its just like 10 mins to 12.Where the 7th month in the lunar calender is back again.How i wish i could meet some friendly kinda 'brother'.Am i thinking too much or something?Forget about it. I have to mug for social studies!DARN.I'm not even sure what chapter would be tested.I just can't afford to fail this!!Eeks! I just wish to catch this movie! ![]() whoever wanna watch this,please ask me to go too!!
Saturday, August 11, 2007, 6:08 PM
damn,just like this mv.Really rocks pretty much.Graduation part,oh my!Damn nice lahs. and The Click Five,new volcalist is like so CUTE!oh my tiAN!Damn bloody cute lahs!
Friday, August 10, 2007, 11:05 PM
well,yes. NATIONAL DAY!!YEAHS! i find this year's celebration is quite touching in some sense.especially this year's performance though a bit different form the past years,but yes.The theme song 'Will you?' did touched my heart. and definately,i kinda regret not going back to north view.IT's just a must thing with my old friends.Really,i do miss them.It's just hard to go without catching up with them .i miss them!!I don't know when will be the last time to meet them again. This is just a short simple post. TAGgS REPLY: Tabitha:Will link ya soon. PRiscilla:i will soon go see your blog. sjab:let me guess,you're just one of my squad mates right?ahas. Sam:let hey're just darn sluts!!let them be recarniate as SLUGS!hehes.I;m BAD. I'm beat.so nites for this post.I miss you much. Labels: national day
Thursday, August 09, 2007, 7:04 PM
hi people,i'm here to blog about 1 such HAPPY+DISASATROUS+TIRING DAY. okayys,after ndp celebrations at school,we waited for ed for an hour due to some BB there kept on scolding plus giving them badges. towards one of the issues voiced out by that freaking BB,regarding the issues of NDP performance,resulting some of them late.I must say,they're doing in the sake of the national event.Without them,it will be like a programme lesser for us,SINGAPOREANS to enjoy the entire thing.and please,from marina bay to here,you think you need how long to go back home huh?somemore,they go home also need to iron the uniform luhs.Com'on,do you expect your cadets to fall out of the parade due to lacking of sleep?DAMNDAMN DAMN!INJUSTICE! after that we went kbox!Yays!Though i was like kinda shy shy shy towards this whole new thing lahs,but after that i went a bit high.enjoyed the session lots.Well,i must say that its my first time out with them(Zhi Jie,Edward,Sam,Shu Hui & Honqi),turned out quite FUN!! We took bus back.YEs,that's when that But,suddenly there's a 'BOM! BOM! BOM!' sound made by one of the FATEST N UGLYIEST BB,came marching on the bus.I guess she's pretty excited for the NDP Parade or something.BUT,YOU FUCKING BIMBOLIC ASSHOLE DUN NEED TO DO THAT TO SHOW US YOU'RE EXCTIED OR WHAT TO SHOW YOU'RE FATER THAN ME RITE?COM'ON LAHS,CHILDISH ACTS!!and that BB sat a seat near to us (we're standing btw). and she FUCKING SAID THIS:"看就看lah, 你们刚才不是很想看吗" followed by a few HOKKIEN vulgarities loud.HEY BIMOBO ASS!PLEASE RESPECT HOKKIEN CULTURE CAN??DON'T THINK YOU KNOW HOW TO SCOLD A FEW HOKKIEN MEANS YOU'RE TRADITIONAL HOKKIEN OK?YOU''RE NOT FIT TO INSULT AND USE SUCH TRADITIONAL LANGUAGE.WANT SCOLD USE ENGLISH LAHS,UNIVERSAL LANGUAGE BY EVERY COUNTRY,SINCE YOU THINK YOU'RE SO PRO!BODO!PUNDI!BASTARDLO!FUCKARLO!BET YOU BBs DON'T KNOW WHAT THESE MEANS LOR!! and suddenly,the others of that bunch of BBs started to marched over too.YESYES!NDP IS TML,JUST DUN UNDERSTAND WHY THEY ARE SO ON!if you want to insult me no breasts,pockets are meant for tissues go ahead,i don't mind.Those 2 lump of fats are just burden to me,I DON'T NEED IT.and please,why bother to insult Zhi Jie no cock?WANT HIM STEAM OR SHOW YOU GIRLS WHAT'S THE MEANING OF NO COCK HUH?CAREFUL NEXT TIME YOU BBs KANA CANCER AT YOUR VITAL PART,THEN HAVE TO REMOVE THE ENTIRE ORGAN!RETRIBUTE WILL COME!!WAHAHAHS. I'm EVIL They didn't stop,but continue to hurl and bomb insults at us.If you want to insult us is ok.but why bother to insult the school.PLEASE LUHS!!YOU THINK YOUR SCHOOL GOT TEACH YOU SUCH MANNERS MEH?SORRY LOR,AT LEAST WE'RE BEING TAUGHT TO BE CIVILISED AS STUDENTS,UNLIKE YOU BIMBOLIC ASSBITHCH! i started to tell them,if i weren't a prefect i would definately go and fight with them!but yes,Sam reminded us what Mrs Sim said in the morning : when people stare at you,don't stare back at them.Don't get into trouble.If the world allows me to jump out of my responsibility in school,and FIGHT,i'll definately do it.But,IMPOSSIBLE luhs.and one of the BB,nono, is PRACTICALLY ALL DOESN'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO DIFFERTIATE NPCC AND ST JOHN LUHS.COM'ON,NPCC ONLY WERA QUATER-U BACK,NOT LIKE ST JOHN BEING SO PRIVILAGED.BODO NUGGETS! ONE OF THE BBs ALSO SAID THAT HONQI AND SAM WERE LESBIANS,AND STARTED TO TALK BAD ABOUT LESBIANS.MAN,I THOUGHT AH LIANS ARE MORE OPEN-MINDED THAN NORMAL CIVILIANS?HOW 'OPEN' THEY ARE HUH?WELL HORENDOUS BUS TRIP I EVER HAD LUHS. this isn't the end,one of the BBs who is sososo SHORT that i couldn't even see actually wanted to cut my queue.but in the end,she was sosososo damn UNSUCCESSFUL.what's more,she kana an uncle eat her tofu!!SERVE HER RIGHT LUHS. well,bad cum happy day?LOLS.pretty tiring to endure those FUCKING BBs too. Labels: bitches
Friday, August 03, 2007, 7:55 PM
![]() darn COOL!!! halos people. i'm finally achieved the target i set :not to pon go school for 1 week,YAYS! damn,though you guys may like,'cheyy...so what' kinda thing, but you don't know how ADDICTIVE school is. i wanna quit the ADDICTION.yes,QUIT it. Next target: To attend school for 2 weeks w/o poning.MEANS FULL ATTENDANCE! don't doubt me. I was being too rash,yes.I'm not understanding.I'm being too squeaky nowadays,damn i'm being laughed.and damn damn,i forgot the pledge!WTF! anyway,had mood swings in St John,i know personal stuffs shouldn't be brought in,yet i couldn't resist myself.A GREAT GREAT apology. LIFE being screwed up,i'm sick of my parents.i'm going to live for myself,there's no forever shelter in your life.If you say parents are,they aren't.Trust me,if you're me.Jealousy takes place,attention wanted,emptiness felt.and if you were to say your lifelong partner will always be there for you?I may disagree upon it.They may crash your world down,crumbling into pieces.Your dignity would be lost,your courage for life would be left none.Your world would be more empty..if you know what i mean. whatever it is.LIFE IS SCREWED.pardon me for saying,if you have sucidal thinkings that came across for life,don't commit all those silly stuffs.UNLESS,you have no regrets dying.Trust me,its hard to have no regrets before dying.hahas. whatever,i just hate my home. |