Midst of me.

darn COOL!!!
halos people.
i'm finally achieved the target i set :not to pon go school for 1 week,YAYS!
damn,though you guys may like,'cheyy...so what' kinda thing,
but you don't know how ADDICTIVE school is.

i wanna quit the ADDICTION.yes,QUIT it.
Next target: To attend school for 2 weeks w/o poning.MEANS FULL ATTENDANCE!
don't doubt me.

I was being too rash,yes.I'm not understanding.I'm being too squeaky nowadays,damn i'm being laughed.and damn damn,i forgot the pledge!WTF!

anyway,had mood swings in St John,i know personal stuffs shouldn't be brought in,yet i couldn't resist myself.A GREAT GREAT apology.

LIFE being screwed up,i'm sick of my parents.i'm going to live for myself,there's no forever shelter in your life.If you say parents are,they aren't.Trust me,if you're me.Jealousy takes place,attention wanted,emptiness felt.and if you were to say your lifelong partner will always be there for you?I may disagree upon it.They may crash your world down,crumbling into pieces.Your dignity would be lost,your courage for life would be left none.Your world would be more empty..if you know what i mean.

whatever it is.LIFE IS SCREWED.pardon me for saying,if you have sucidal thinkings that came across for life,don't commit all those silly stuffs.UNLESS,you have no regrets dying.Trust me,its hard to have no regrets before dying.hahas.

whatever,i just hate my home.