Midst of me.

today's pretty tiring but eventually turned out to be a eventful day.

First,school was on the tracks.Learnt about statistics,pretty easy.Then was the uber duber boring chinese.and mr oh wanted to speak to every single person of us.When it was my turn,

He:see you don't come school.now,i don't know what to comment on you essay and
if you've improved.do you think you'll be the next ah guang?
Me:err,ah guang is my senior.
he:=.=''

Xue min and i Went to accompany liqiu interview,and they bought some pretty clothes.Indeed.Tomorrow's liqiu gonna have her OJE.Yays!hope she would be employed!Somehow i found that my interest towards fashion sense was more towards guys style.WOW?!I'm so damn elated to see them again,which is like after so long!i missed those MAC CREWS!

We walked and hung around North point for a while and took 804 home.And seriously,i almost went insane getting locked out.Why?Cause i forget to bring my keys and i thought my brother was awake (which in fact he was sleeping like some dead pig.)

Well,slipped my mouth and talked about things in a way that people misinterpret things(that's how i am).And well,politics wheel is rolling,and you know what?I don't like being accused for things i have not said,and it doesn't feel good when words i didn't say was put in my mouth.

and well,my thinkings were just in a mess when there's too much things in chaos.Furthermore,one of the things i hate to deal with:POLITICS.My stand at that time was shaking ~~vigourously~~.I couldn't differenciate things that were right and wrong,what beliefs and aims i hold on to.Reassurance was given once more,and thanks more making my mind back into non-chaos mode.I don't deny the fact that i was raging with fumes while being reassured,and my anger nearly got the best out of me(like my cupboard which was flipped out of its door when i did it in the fit of anger.).

For now,i'm apologetic enough.Sorry to those who i vented my anger to.tomorrow's chinese!i'm so damn bloody nervous.GOSH!

I seem to have lost the once me.I want her back..Come back,my dear soul.

Labels: eventful day, paranoid