thinking of some serious gone case,i think skipping school is useless.and foremost,my results are improving.Why bother skipping school when results deproved.ok.NO SKIPPING SCHOOL FOR MICHAL.

I miss work!
Randomise~

Results for common test are out.Well,surprises are always in our life.

1.I passed A MAths with a good 36/50.YAYS!!
2.I passed E Maths with an average 37/45.
3.I got a borderline pass for chinese paper,28.5/50.
4.I got a borderline pass for physics 14/25.
5.I got a borderline pass for CL lit 9/15
6.I failed chemistry,11.5/25.
7.i failed my freaking SS 2/12

Ah,science was just a drastic disppointment.I thought i could score for this time,but still,CARELESS lah!Yet,suprisingly i passed A maths!hahas.I'm not always that lucky.

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Everything has already taken its place,i don't have anymore say.If you're fucking unhappy,just say it.I don't like people talk behind my back when they in front of me,act as if they're happy of me.

words in ORANGE ARE UPDATED!

i feel so aplogetic to let my tuition teacher to come my home beacause of my carelessness and forgetfulness.

work was okay,just some hiccups here and there plus some bad attitude from me.Sorry to those i've scolded.i'm just so missing you like no one else,worrying for you doesn't make me feel good.

BOO!!Common test is over!WHeelos!BUTBUTBUT,i have to chiong ART.RAHHHHS!!!

RANDOMS:



#1.i'm really loving books,though i used to hate it lah.Somehow i'm addicted to melissa de la cruz novels.Totally socks!!(cutting down from rocks my socks!LOLS.)She's really a great author!If anyone's interested in the series,i recommend Blue Bloods.The first book titled:Blue blood.the second,masquerade.the 3rd,revealations.CLICK HERE TO VISIT HER SITE to know more.



#2.I;m buying more and more books!and spending my pay without considering.Stupid me.okay,recording the spendings.feeling so remorseful after looking at it.
a.return comics book rents debt = $48
b.bought assement books +cell =$52.57
c.bought wallets =$39.60
d.photos for art = $8.40
e.masquerade +beastly = $57.32
f.one set of uniform + art sketchbook=$30
g.chemistry textbook =$21.90
total:$$257.79 spending way too much lah!

#3.I actually thought that the A maths paper for today was doable.OMFreaklinG!What a rare occasion to have such thinking.

looking back at my posts when i blogged at sec1 and 2,felt that "Aarghs!DISGUSTING!".Memories,regardless of beautiful or ugly just came.I don't wanna escape anymore.I'm so gonna chiong for 'o's.

YOU CAN DO IT LAHSLAHLAHSLHASLHAS!!!!!!

some disgraceful pictures to be updated.

I miss your accent,your kiddish voice...
ringing bells like chain bells,
tightened me,
hanging on to me.
oh,i yearn...
for.

today i didn't meet up with xuemin,was too exhausted and restless.Today i felt so drained off of energy,the way i spoke with the way i behaved.Totally exhausted before i punched in.When i punched in,i was being sent to desert kiosk.

somehow people who interacted with me cheered me up.I didn't really want to talk to anyone,yet somehow they tolerated my attitude.thanks people.Maybe due to the monthly thing,i had mood swings.

Guess boss knew what was going on and kept asking if i'm ok.thanks!Also,thanks to those who asked about my wellness.Really thanks!!

A SMILE DEDICATED TO EVERYONE!!.

hello,i'm well alive though feeling a litlle heart broken.

to some boarish lady,i'm not as scheming as you.please don't insult my character and look at me with the people i'm with.i got my way of working things and choosing whom i should be friends with.Of course,not with you in the priority.DO NOT FREAKING INSULT MY INTELLIGENCE.
as usual,thanks boss!

tired.

I'm down with one CRAPPY FLU!!!aarghs!!!

Labels: sick

whatever you may find,would not appeared to be found.



last few days i've been working,and they kept sending me back to desert kiosk again and again.Going there is just so boring lah.Yesterday,a lot of people no show and excuse,that made me and ni hong OT,was quite tired when i reached home.Just bathe and slept,couldn't do any homework when i'm so exhausted!

i bought books,mainly comics!of course,being one-trying-hard-to-love-books-kid,i bought 2 storybooks.burned and blue blood.okay,hit me in,LOVE BOOKS LOVE BOOKS!

Another surprising thing,i got 10/12 marks for Physics Test!Whees!VALENTINES ARRIVING!!let's see what's the history behind Valentine's Day.

VALENTINE'S DAY ORIGIN.As Christianity became prevalent, priests attempted to replace old heathen practices. To Christianize the ancient pagan celebration of the Feast of Lubercus, the church officials changed the name to St. Valentine's Day. To give the celebration further meaning and eliminate pagan traditions, priests substituted the drawing of Saints names for the names of the girls. On St. Valentine's Day the priest placed saint's names into an urn or box. The young people then drew a name from the container. In the following year, the youth was supposed to emulate the life of the saint whose name he had drawn.

By the fourteenth century they reverted back to the use of girl's names. In the sixteenth century they once again tried to have saintly valentines but it was as unsuccessful as the first attempt.

While it can't be proved historically, there were seven men named Valentine who were honored with feasts on February 14th. Of these men, two stories link incidents that could have given our present day meaning to St. Valentine's Day.

One of these men named Valentine was a priest during the reign of Emperor Claudius. Valentine was revered by the young and old, rich and poor, with people of all walks of life attending his services. At this time Emperor Claudius was heavily recruiting men to serve as soldiers for his wars without much success. The men preferred not to leave their wives, families and sweethearts to fight in foreign lands. Claudius became angry and declared that no more marriages could be performed and all engagements were cancelled.

Valentine thought this to be unfair and secretly married several couples. When Claudius found out, he threw Valentine in prison where he died. Friends of the priest retrieved his body and buried it in a churchyard in Rome.

Another version had St. Valentine jailed for helping Christians. While Valentine was in prison he cured a jailer's daughter of blindness. Claudius became enraged and had Valentine clubbed and beheaded on February 14, 269 A.D.

Yet another story claims that Valentine fell in love with the jailer's daughter and wrote her letters that were signed "From your Valentine."

All of the seven Valentines eventually evolved into one. In 496 Pope Gelasius declared the day in honor of St. Valentine. Through the centuries the Christian holiday became a time to exchange love messages and St. Valentine became the patron saint of lovers. Lovers' quarrels come under his jurisdiction and, naturally, he is the patron saint of engaged couples and of anyone wishing to marry.

COUNTDOWN:4 DAYS.

hoho,now i'm at my cousin's house blogging,staying overnight at her house.Thanks for being so wonderful to accomodate us,and able to lend me the laptop.

Oh,anyway.punched in with xuemin.Felt sorry and guilty for pang seh-ing xuemin,but i'm too tired after working for 10 hours yesterday.Whews~When i punched in today,there's this customer asking for plain water.I was like oh,mineral water is $2.o5.She went: i just want plain water,then asking me if i'm trying to be funny or what.I find them so ridiculous,and worst having that attitude of taking things of granted.The situation is:you are rich enough to buy something to eat in macdonalds,but you cannot afford a drink.STUPID FATTY LAH.hope you kana high cholesterol!!
RANDOM 1:
oh yesterday,the REGULAR large-coke-light-no-ice customer bought a $2 mcchicken instead of the normal.We were :woahs...Finally a change lei!
RANDOM2:
Some people were asking me why i had something red on my neck,i also don't know.Maybe it' like some kind of pressure sores or what?I'm also lazy to check ou toot.hahas.
RANDOM3:
Few days back,Aaron asked me if i wanted to be a beanie.Still considering at the moment.Cause i'm going for a study break soon.I guess i'll miss everyone whom i worked with!!hahas,occasional visit will be done during the study break,I'm not that unfeeling.
RANDOM4:
Time to set goals and targets!
1.Buy sweets by tomorrow.
2.Study for common test
3.Study seriously.

that's all.work and work,study & study.it'S GONE.i just wanna love for once.

ok.today was like MAD.morning,met up with xuemin to go store.Intended to do homework after having our breakfast but Clara asked us to punch in early like 8.30.quite early.today had many OJEs too.


rushing for products.It's like rare to see the regular closers to work so early in the morning,but wonder how they can tahan around 1-2 hours of sleep or worst,no sleep like Mr indran.Was Xuemin runner,then to desert kiosk.Finally,had break after Joanne took over desert kiosk.I felt happy when he was there,even though i look as if i ignored you.

okay,after that,lunch was like a disaster,i took over a counter.The entire store was like so noisy with the order takers talking,plus Clara's shouting to take order faster.It was like the first time i did order taker so fast,and Ziyu was really running.Both of us were like siao siao.

something really funny.My actions are like SIAO!!
A:(he said something,but i forget le.)
Me:~silence~
A:michal action ar!
Me:(thinking "huh?i got meh?")Welcome! Welcome! Welcome!

Went to meet up with mum at fish&Co,spent about $50 plus.For me,it's not really nice except for the HUGE prawns!Slacked at starbucks.Went to my grandma''s home and relaxed,and my aunt was like giving me motivational talk for 'o' levels.Somehow,i agree what she said.But was totally stunt when she said "poly is useless."Which i don't think so.

I love you,i think.

Labels: CNY

Ahh.NEW YEAR IS COMIING!!means working!hahas.anyway,i suddenly had interests to go and learn foreign languages,like so damn COOL!!Japanese,French,Tamil,Greek,Roman..etc.We can't always let time just flow like a loose tap right?make use of it is more practical.hahas.

Here's a web with "I LOVE YOU" indifferent languages.http://www.columbia.edu/~sss31/rainbow/i-love-you.html

Labels: random

behind those faithful eyes,lies the humanity that were unseen.

BUSHED!!

and anyway,we're really over this time.i see no point in me hanging on to you like koala bears.

Labels: random

okays,something that totally shocked me out today,Mdm Yeo knows i'm working.I was like"huh?how she know."She was VERY DETERMINED that i stop working,to the extend that she is willing to subsidise $100 bucks monthly,of course under the condition that i stop working lah.

But somehow,i just couldn't bear to go on a long break,cause i will miss them terribly.even though it's just on a week,i would miss them.I know it's time to go and study,and i would.No matter what price i am gonna pay,i will never stop before it's the apporiate time.

Ear Munchies:Can't lose what you never had.
Author:Westlife

Baby, you're so beautiful
And, when I'm near you, I can't breathe
A girl like you gets what she wants
When she wants it
You're so out of my league

I show you no emotion
Don't let you see what you're doin' to me
I imagine the two of us together
But I been livin' in reality

Fear of rejection
Kept my love inside
But time is running out
So damn my foolish pride

(Chorus 1:)
I don't care if you think I'm crazy
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad
I've got no fear of losin' you
You can't lose what you never had
Now, I'm gonna confess that I love you
I been keepin' it inside, feelin' I could die
Now, if you turn away, baby, that's okay
At least we'll have a moment before you say goodbye
You can't lose what you never had

Rules are made for breakin'
Nothing ventured, nothing gained
I'll be no worse off than I am right now
And I might never get the chance again

Fear of rejection
Kept my love inside
Told my heart I didn't want you
But I lied

(Chorus 2:)
I don't care if you think I'm crazy
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad
I've got no fear of losin' you
You can't lose what you never had
Now, I'm gonna confess that I love you
I been keepin' it inside, feelin' I could die
Now, if you turn away, baby, that's okay
At least we'll have a moment before you say goodbye

(Bridge:)
Here on the outside, lookin' in
Don't wanna stay dreamin' 'bout what could have been
Need to hear you speak my name
Even if you shoot me down in flames

(Repeat chorus 1)

You can't lose what you never had
You can't lose what you never had...

http://www.romantic-lyrics.com/lc18.shtml

Labels: determined, song

I've gotta complete the whole stack of hw i owe and i'm not in a particular good mood to do that.

oh fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck!!

Damn fed up!there's no longer any mutual trust between us,so please don't bother about my affairs nor i want to bother about yours.Until you got back the trust which you lost it,then start to care and concern me as your daughter.Else,just leave me alone,i have my way of working things out,you have your way.Yet,somehow the methods we used are contradicting.

and to my "dearest" dad.you're responsible of what the situation is of today.

if you're feeling uncomfortable reading this post,you could exit my web.I'm not in the right mood to say anything more.

I CUT MY HAIR!!aarghs,i think i'm not those who's willing to withstand the heat of singapore cause it's just simply so damn hot!Aarghs!ANOTHER NEWS!I GOT MY NEW SPECKYS!hoho,so happy lah!



and i'm down with a fever last night.Guess i ate too much fried food,having sore throat.feeling so damn sick now...wish me well.

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