I overslept today and never attended workshop.I called back store in a very confused mind state to think,though i know i wanted to ask to ask if i could add in schedule.There goes this conversation:
me:hello,can i ask if i got schedule today?
Aaron:of course you got lah!
me:huh?got ar?i thought don't have.
Aaron:hmms,ok lor,you come at 2pm can?
me:huh...3 can?
Aaron:ok,byebye
It looks dumb.but that what i do when i'm not in state of mind;saying wrong things & doing wrong things.

Let the angelic confession of a girl who is blogging now.then the rants for work.hehs.

People are always selfish,but what matters is that to what extend they are that selfish.In terms of words,when we call those who are magnimous,it just means that they are not really selfish and not petty,double meanings.In life,things are not always like this.Some people who appear in life are selfish and inconsiderate.They get what they want,without thinking of others feelings.When they don't want something,they've never dedicate seconds to think:if i don't like,will others like?In the end,if they did not achieve what they want,perhaps would resort to certain ways to deal with it.But definately not something pleasent,and most probably others would be hurt in the process.

same goes for friendships,i don't like people to do things just to show off them in front of me.I like people to be frank,understanding.Frankly speaking,who like to be shouted by people when they did nothing wrong,or unknown to certain stuffs?NO ONE.it's just something in our feelings that called tolerance always get the best of it,of course only to people we want.I don't deny i do that,but sometimes people whom i don't give my tolerance gets badly scolded by me.Eg:Nazurah & Akmal.They are actually nice people,but like my previous post,one of my weakness is that i;m impatient to poor performance.

I scolded 'Fucker' today.I was so pissed off with someone.hahs,definately that person did well to claim credits.That really spike me off.I almost exploded,and rolled my eyes for like so many times.I scared my eyes roll until stuck at there,den cannot roll back down.am i nuts to curse myself?LOLA,i ain't a squirrel.hehs.

WORK:

rather ok,but tiring.I guess i didn't have really much sleep.The whole day,all i did was run for xuemin for a while,desert kiosk,xuemin runner.it's plain,but enjoyable.Something which pisses me off was a customer at desert kiosk!
Cutomer(lady):I want strawberry sundae.what you want?
Customer(guy):I thinki i get a chocolate shake.Maybe we call something and share?
Customer(lady):ok.
me:hi,can i help you?
he:i want 1 chocolate shake.
me:ok(i went to press it,and served him.)Total,$2.25.
he:i want 1 strawberry sundae.(he started to stir the chocolate shake)Why is your milkshake like this?
me:(done with the strawberry sundae at that time)It's always like this.
he:i don't think it's like this.The shake is like so.........
me:i'll change one for you.
he:(then he slowly take out his money and made payment)
So inconsiderate lah,slowly take your time,then somemore the shake is from a machine,you think i use my hand to do it meh'?WTF,somemore slowly make payment and order when there's like DK service in.FREAK.FATTY ASSHOLE!

ok,i don't know why when i see Indran come to work,i always shout out:INDRAN!!!seems like i'm missing him.OF course i do.Cause mainly i don't really chat up with him,and we only see each other on saturdays or holidays!!i think i'm able to ring him up soon!Thurday,wait for me!Whees.!He knows my temper now,i guess.hahs.

oh,sth GREAT to let you guys know,Aaron's full name is:LEE DE CAI AARON!omg!Can you believe it?and most auntie tend to recognise Jasper as JENNIFER.lola!!

FINALLY,I KNOW WHAT'S A JALAPENO!

The jalapeño is a medium to large size chili pepper which is prized for the warm, burning sensation when eaten. Ripe, the jalapeño can be 2–3½ inches (5–9 cm) long and is commonly sold when still green. It is a cultivar of the species Capsicum annuum. The name jalapeño is pronounced /ˌhæləˈpiːnoʊ/ or /ˌhæləˈpeɪnjoʊ/ hal-a-PAIN-yo) in English, and IPA: [xalaˈpeɲo] or [halaˈpeɲo] (depending on dialect) in Spanish. It is named after the town of Xalapa, Veracruz, where it was traditionally produced. 160 square kilometres are dedicated for the cultivation of jalapeño in Mexico alone; primarily in the Papaloapan river basin in the north of the state of Veracruz and in the Delicias, Chihuahua area. Jalapeño is also cultivated in smaller scale in Jalisco, Nayarit, Sonora, Sinaloa and Chiapas. The jalapeño is known by different names throughout Mexico. Jalapeños are also known as cuaresmeños, huachinangos and chiles gordos.
As of 1999, 5,500 acres (22 km²) in the United States were dedicated to the cultivation of jalapeños. Most jalapeños were produced in southern New Mexico and western Texas.
Jalapeños are a pod type of Capsicum. The growing period for a jalapeño plant is 70–80 days. When mature, the plant stands two and a half to three feet tall. Typically, a single plant will produce twenty five to thirty five pods. During a growing period, a plant will be picked multiple times. As the growing season comes to an end, the jalapeños start to turn red. The fresh market is for green jalapeños and red jalapeños are considered inferior. Growers often either discard the red jalapeños into the ground or use them for the production of chipotles.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jalape%C3%B1o

Ranks of chillies.From hot- hottest!!Some Examples./..

Sweet Bell 0
Jalapeno 2,500 – 8,000
Serrano 8,000 – 22,000
Tabasco 30,000 – 50,000
Cayenne 30,000 – 50,000
Thai 50,000 – 100,000
Bird’s Eye 100,000 – 225,000
Scotch Bonnet 150,000 – 325,000
Red Savina Habanero 350,000 – 575,000
Bhut Jolokia 1,000,000(WORLD HOTTEST CHILLI!!)

http://herbsspices.suite101.com/article.cfm/the_hottest_chillie_in_the_world

Labels: bitches, chilli, indran, jalapeno, mac, work, xue min

Okay,sudden and random decision to make my blog private.But to only to those whom are able to read this current post are invited!I don't like people to make comments about this and that.

Frankly speaking,i think we;ve changed.you go on with your own happiness,while i endorse myself in mine.You don't like it,you could jolly-well tell me,it hurts when you used others as excuse.I don't like it.and to that @#$%#@,you can't bloody come and read this!nehnehnipoopoo! XP.I know it's childish,but still nehnehnipoopoo.

Oh fine,whatever.Today's motivational workshop was quite ok.I didn't really like the interaction part BUT i think the speaker is great!Good charisma,and when he smiles,he looks like spongebob!hahas.

I learnt what my personality is from this workshop.OKay,i only copied my part only lah.I'm a D.
Strengths:
is a born leader,risktaker,self starter,visionary,problem solver,strong-willed,independent,courageous,direct,decisive.
of course,it got it's own short-comings.

Weakness:
Dislikes routine,attmempts too much at once,tend to over dominate,arguementative attitude,impatient with poor performance,not complimentary.
GREATEST FEAR: Being Taken Advantage Of.

Somehow,i find it quite true!Well,that's me lah!After that,went to makan with nazurah and talked with her,somehow,i think she's really really nice.And i think,people will hate me whenever i'm working,cause like what one of my weaknesses are:IMPATIENT WITH POOR PERFORMANCE.hahas.That's all.

Labels: bitches, motivational workshop, nazurah, random

It's just time that matters,not what makes it better.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY INDRAN!MATURED 23.

School was boring overall.But i had fun in chemistry!Chem practical socks!Here's some pictures testing for Cations using sodium hydroxide and Ammonia.













After that,have been getting my chance to sleep for lessons.BAD news is that i've changed my place which was like so isolated.Whatever lah,she want it that way,so be it.But that doesn't me i don't study.BITCH.Let me be the outcasted one,you sure made a good decision.I'm so impressed.

What kind of a criteria should we consider a teacher good?Think about it.Definately not bias and those who talk crap and like to comment on ugly singaporeans.Or someone who thinks himself as the most knowlegable teacher!oh gosh,whatever.What is the society becoming?Ruin the future,let's do it baby!
met up with xuemin to collect and pass her the keychains.Makan-ed and went to accompany her to engrave words on the keychains.Waited for a moment to get the keychain done,so we went to starbucks!and guess what,i missed the greentea frappe damn much!But i'm broke,so ordered a small one.At least i get to drink it.hahas.HDA

Labels: indran, xue min

Labels: indran, joanne, xue min

talking about yesterday beside that issue,everything was fun.Xuemin and Joanne get to learn intiator,I'M SO JEALOUS!I didn't get to learn it while in my life in macdonalds.You guys must cherish it and learn well!!

talking about today,i met up with Xuemin in the morning.At first,planned to go tuition.But we both woke up late.and MR potassiumHydroxide was pissed off with us cancelling the tuition again.I know it's like we're in the wrong first but he said we're wasteful.That's when i started to feel pissed off.It's like not onnly you had your days planned out properly,we are not exceptional.It;s like you can say:sorry ar,i had to meet up with my FMIL,then you get by a pass.Saying thanks to people who insulted you makes you feel good,cause you make them pissed off back in the first place.hhahhs.

I lost my appetite for lunch.I ordered Salmon value meal with small icetea less ice.But it's like,i ate 1 strip of salmon,a few mouths of rice and the soup.It's like wasting food,i know but i had no appetitde.

Went to work,working was a bit crazy.when i punched in,i did stock up.Then runner.After that desert Kiosk.NOwadays,i simply love Mcwings all wings!It's like so tasty!Especially ones that are just up from the vats,though it's oily.Vella rebonded his hair,and it's like very straight and nice!hahas.I felt quite high when Indran came,i know it's like siao zha bor.hahs.

After punch out,xuemin had to left early to meet someone up.then,nazurah went back alone.felt quite guilty for pang-sehing her.And accompany Joanne to take bus,walked back to CP.I don't like E to criticise me.i do help,but i don't know how to help main store regarding closing besides stock up.So,i help cafe as i know what are my priorities.

oh,anand can really stock up buns real high and hang onto it like a few seconds.I was dumbfounded lah.

it was you who took my eyes off,

something horrendous just happened.now i'm feeling hungry and a slight headache.

I feel grateful to people who trust me in my character to the issue.Boss,Bayi and Xuemin,thanks for standing by me when that issue really happen.It's not my wish to sign that white-pink document,still i signed it.So,i don't think anyone is in fault,for who the culprite who did it knows the best.

thanks guys!

Labels: anizar, bad day, gopal, xue min

today went to AMKHub.Intend to watch movies,but it's like no nice movies lately.so went to mosburger instead.Makan-ed and shopped around.After that went to meet G.hehes,bought sims2 castaway DS game,and hairspray.

anyway,i got back my results for this term,well overall i again failed 3 subs,passes 4 subs.Damn!

English:44 E8
HCL :62 B4
A maths:62 B4
Maths :79 A1
Science :65 B3
Art :10 F9
CH :39 F9

I know it's like,i'm falling subjects i shouldn't fail.Like art,pathetic 10.CH,39.Yucks!I hate F9s!English,gotta improve.It's the standard there afterall.
okay,next up the comments from teachers:

Ms SEE:
Michal is more attentive this year but her foundation in English is very
weak.In order to secure a pass,she needs to put in a lot of effort into
improving her grammer,comprehension,writing as well as reading.As she is weak in
many areas of the subject she needs external help (tuition).
Ms LXY:
Not attentive and rather sleepy during lessons.Need to make extra effort to
attend school regularly and be focused this year.
Mr Tan:
Well behaved.However she needs to work a lot harder and ask questions to
clarify her doubts.
Mrs choo:
Attentive and thoughful.
Ms Woo:
Michal is showing improvement and great determination to pass her A
MAths.However,she has to put in more efforts and be more consistent in her
work.
Mdm Nora:
Frequently absent from SS lesson(due to frequent abcenses from
school?).Attentive but does not seek clarification when in doubt.Work can be of
better quality.
Mdm LAi:
Frequently absent from Art lessons.Did not hand in her work.A bit slower in
planning,she need to put in a lot of effort to improve her work.

Hmms,overall mostly is all about absense.It's hard to quit skipping school,cause it is as addictive as smoking.Wow?Never get hooked to pon school,cause it harms!


Don't make me jealous.

Planned to drink Breezer,but no one could help me buy.Mr BOSS(gobal!) work till 12 and his girlfriend is waiting for him jsut outside 7-11.Aww,so sweet ehs?Bayi Raksasa(Hanizar!) is nice ,caused i lent Vella my watch,and went back to store to grab it,but he went to toilet.So,i asked BayiRSS to help me keep.But he suddenly just gave me his watch,was like shock tio.When you're tired,your mind tend to be slow,right?BayiRSS is really a nice guy!Anand was cute when he acted nothing happen when he did something ,when i went back to store the dono-th how many time.He never fails to make me feel that he's cute.hahas.

i miss talking to you,i'm jealous.

Labels: gopal, grumpy, hanizar, joanne, mac, xue min

Even it's a spare phone,you don't have to abuse it into the state where by the infared section was like partially removed.The place where you charge the phone,the piece that was fit into it was like removed.Also,the area at the attena there had a VERY BAD CRACK.When i handed to you the phone,at least it was in the condition whereby there are no blackouts,no SEVERE CRACKED antenna,no partially removed infared compartment,and the MMS section could be able to work properly without blackouts!

FUCKYABLOODYASSHOLE!

Labels: bitches

Was awaken by a phone call.Firstly,Xuemin and joanne called said that Xuemin and i failed the gapbuster,like 70++%.I was like totally shocked!First thing i thought off was: SCOLDINGS!BUT,they tricked me!We got 100% for Gabbuster.And here's the evidence!

Labels: Aaron, joanne, mac, xue min

LEaving yesterday's unhappiness behind as days still pass normally.Let my life be drown in happiness,hehes.i know 'hehe' sound cheeky,still i find it cute lah.Today,i intend to wake up at 1pm cause i slept really late last night,but still i woke up earlier than that,somewhere around 11.


Talking about yesterday besides the falling down part,everything was like pretty fun,It's kinda rare to punch out early and i think i'm not used to it as before.Went out with Joanne to kinokuniya to get some books,which i'm like so tempted to buy.For kinokuniya,it'll be a 20% discount for members till 10 MArch.There's also a sale in times,non-members enjoy 20% discount,so what if you're a member,of cause you enjoy more lah,IT's till 17th MARCH.Damn,1 more day before pay comes!RAHHS!!!!

Went back to store while joanne went to meet her boyfriend,Sara.Sometimes,i really wanna learn tamil,cause i don't understand what they're talking and they're like rifle guns,talk so damn fast!okay,had been asking Indran to smile smile smile.Well,lead life cheerfully than crying and in a depressed state is like torturing yourself lah.Anyway,had fun.waited for joanne to come back from her date and makan-ed toast box and trained home.Well,some people likes to act,YIKES!

Met up with joanne,she made a trip down to northpoint!We ate Yoshinoya,i missed eating it.Though is like a few days i never eat it lah.Well,the Jarren guy from yoshinoya was damn funny.hahas.After that joanne went to get her bookmark acessories.and there we go,WORK.yays!Talk about work,in fact it was pretty fun,unlike other days which will be like customer in,it's quiet.Still,there's always fun.hahas.MR indran didn;t work lahs!!

After punching out,me and xuemin makaned Auntie Geok Hua's fried rice!!though is like another
flavour,but still no matter what,her fried rice is like always the best!!And she reserved some for us,but i ate most.hehes.Then,took the request book around and started asking people birthdays.Slacked for a while,and me and xuemin went home,BUT!!!

keep the drums rolling.....
PIANG!
one crazy woman apporached us,screaming.At first,me and xuemin thought she wanted the first taxi,so we respond to her.But to our surprise,that woman sound as if she wanted us to lobang her back.WTH!Lucky Xuemin was .clever enough to come up with an excuse that we're waiting for a friend,then i started to exaggerate it like we're waiting for that 'friend' till 2am in the morning,and we're just asking about that taxi company fair.I know it looks fake lah,but i think that lady knows what message we're trying to bring across to her.Then,Xuemin went back store,i followed her,but when i was halfway on the stairs that lady asked me this question,'why you want to wait for your friend so long?',i pretended to act blur,lucky luck was on our side cause some contructions is having on nearby,and i can act deaf!hahas.

but seriously,who in the hell would be so kind to lobang you,maybe to people who are like innoncent.if you're poor,you could at least take a train home or something,rather than wasting time waiting for people who could afford to let you take taxi home.I don't mind you asking for like a dollar to take public transport back,but it's like you're trying to take advantage of us.and i don't forget such an atrocious person who didn't have that everyday card and insisted that Freaking Fillet burger.It's just that you're a customer,thus we just take it lightly and let you off.

Anyway,thanks hanizar and sulaiman for rushing out upon xuemin's call for help.You guys are nice!Wee is also one nice manager.Cause after hearing what happened to us,he escorted us up,seeing us safely leaving.THANKS TONS!!

Labels: crazy woman, hanizar, joanne, mac, sulaiman, xue min

I experienced the lowest point of my life today,feeling helpless and people just don't even bother to help you when they see you hurt,Also the family also don't really bother except the mother.

the story goes like this,Joanne and i were taking the mrt from somerset towards the direction,after that,i really didn't notice that i was like 2 steps away,and there i go,like some roti prata fell down from the stairs,with a slight twist ankle.

After joanne girlfriend left,i took bounced back.BUT,i overshoot 2 stops,and there's no more train towaRDS yishun,thus i alighted.And then,that's when the next tragedy happens,AGAIN i didn't realise there's a step in front of me,and there i go,with a severe right twisted ankle which was like FUCKDAMNBLOODYPAIN!!And a group of people walked passed me,looking as if i'm some crazy girl.

Still,never mind.She called her dad whom she had the impression of working,he didn't answer.She thought calling home would be a better option,and the phone was being occupied by some people.She thought,whatever,maybe it's still not that serious to call her mother,at that point of time she's feeling lost.She tried calling her dad few times again,still no answer.By then,tears of uncertainity just flows.She decided to call her mother,finally,her mother picks up the phone and listen to what happened,and tried to contact her dad and her brother who probably only knows how to talk on the phone OR play computer.It was at that point of time,she realises,her mother is the only person who will be by her side no matter what.

I know it's a small thing,but still,the people who are living with you are not even concern of where you are,what you did.What if i got into an accident?Maybe only after the hospital called them to announce i'm dead then only they would come,beside my mom.

And i'm not stopping work,you can't even pay my school fees,why should i listen to you when you don't bother about my life and death,can't even give me daily allowance.I don't have to,CAUSE I HAVE THE CHOICE NOT TO.

I know i sound stubborn.Don't try changing what i'm thinking.

i'm still shaken by my will.
should i,should i not?
Must i,must i not?
do it,or don't do it?
I;m still lazing around like no one's business.WTH.
i lost my most precious-ohlaleelor-thing.
i missed talking to bandcrazy online.
i miss the way we talk last time.
Of course,you;re being missed by me,hahas.
okays,random pictures.

Labels: missing you

Things we do often look as if our efforts are really appreciated.Sometimes,it is really appreciated,yet being so stubborn and contradicting mammals,we tend to overlook it's meaning.Worst even,misunderstand it.However when it comes to someone who don't appreciate the efforts one made,they look as if they're really appreciating it.Making one feels good is just one little so-called white lie they often do,as if making donations to those who are handicapped,or to those who are even worse than that.

If you feel like toying someone feelings,have you ever thought

• how they felt?
• how much pain you caused?
• how cruel you are?
• what sins have they commited to you?
• what they felt when they were numbed by you?

Just think..


i'm making a confession.

1. i backstabbed people before.When i'm pissed,when i'm in a very bad mood.After that,i will feel guilty about it.Well,things cannot be undone,i tend to treat them nice to atone my mistakes.
2. i tell lies.Tons of it to my parents.
3. i cleared my debts for comics.I swear i won't owe people or an organisation money.
4. i have a habit of biting straws.I'm glad they're once living things.imagine,somethings bite me,YIKES!
5. i hate school like i never had.of course,i bet some of my DEAR classmates hate/dislike me.Well,dear people who hate me,we're going to say byebye after'o's.That doesn't give me a reason to stop hating/disliking you.
6. friends of mine come and go as they like,i wouldn;t like to interupt their lives for some senseless things.to me,a friend gone for long don't really matter too much.
7. i don't really like friends to tell me things i wish to hear all the time.It's a bit of guai lan lah,but think:friends are there to guide you and tell you things you don;t wish to hear.
8. i hate people ordering me to do things or work things out their way,this applies outside of UG.you can suggest,you can advice.NEVER EVER ask me do things your way.Firstly,dignity and pride makes the best out of me.Secondly,I don't like quarreling for unncessary things.
9. i always make empty promises to myself.I skipped school today,please forgive me god,i won;t do it again.but i just don't like mdm lai scoldings and naggings lah!
10. I strongly dislike people accusing me of things.Only those who felt the accusation will know how it felt like.
11. i admit my mistakes when i know i'm in wrong.okay,people aren't perfect,so sometimes i deny the mistakes i did.
12. if you don't like the things i do,stop acting as if you appreciate it.to you,it just seems like a white lie,but to me it,you deeply scarred me.Whatever it is,stop doing it.
13. i like men clothes more than ladies.hahas.they're simply so NICE~

End of confessions~.

Here's the picture of gopal with Xuemin's EXTRALARGEMOCHAFRAPPE!got it from her blog.