I experienced the lowest point of my life today,feeling helpless and people just don't even bother to help you when they see you hurt,Also the family also don't really bother except the mother.

the story goes like this,Joanne and i were taking the mrt from somerset towards the direction,after that,i really didn't notice that i was like 2 steps away,and there i go,like some roti prata fell down from the stairs,with a slight twist ankle.

After joanne girlfriend left,i took bounced back.BUT,i overshoot 2 stops,and there's no more train towaRDS yishun,thus i alighted.And then,that's when the next tragedy happens,AGAIN i didn't realise there's a step in front of me,and there i go,with a severe right twisted ankle which was like FUCKDAMNBLOODYPAIN!!And a group of people walked passed me,looking as if i'm some crazy girl.

Still,never mind.She called her dad whom she had the impression of working,he didn't answer.She thought calling home would be a better option,and the phone was being occupied by some people.She thought,whatever,maybe it's still not that serious to call her mother,at that point of time she's feeling lost.She tried calling her dad few times again,still no answer.By then,tears of uncertainity just flows.She decided to call her mother,finally,her mother picks up the phone and listen to what happened,and tried to contact her dad and her brother who probably only knows how to talk on the phone OR play computer.It was at that point of time,she realises,her mother is the only person who will be by her side no matter what.

I know it's a small thing,but still,the people who are living with you are not even concern of where you are,what you did.What if i got into an accident?Maybe only after the hospital called them to announce i'm dead then only they would come,beside my mom.

And i'm not stopping work,you can't even pay my school fees,why should i listen to you when you don't bother about my life and death,can't even give me daily allowance.I don't have to,CAUSE I HAVE THE CHOICE NOT TO.

I know i sound stubborn.Don't try changing what i'm thinking.