It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love
tonight
Tuesday, March 04, 2008, 10:06 PM

Things we do often look as if our efforts are really appreciated.Sometimes,it is really appreciated,yet being so stubborn and contradicting mammals,we tend to overlook it's meaning.Worst even,misunderstand it.However when it comes to someone who don't appreciate the efforts one made,they look as if they're really appreciating it.Making one feels good is just one little so-called white lie they often do,as if making donations to those who are handicapped,or to those who are even worse than that.


If you feel like toying someone feelings,have you ever thought

  • how they felt?
  • how much pain you caused?
  • how cruel you are?
  • what sins have they commited to you?
  • what they felt when they were numbed by you?

Just think..


i'm making a confession.
  1. i backstabbed people before.When i'm pissed,when i'm in a very bad mood.After that,i will feel guilty about it.Well,things cannot be undone,i tend to treat them nice to atone my mistakes.
  2. i tell lies.Tons of it to my parents.
  3. i cleared my debts for comics.I swear i won't owe people or an organisation money.
  4. i have a habit of biting straws.I'm glad they're once living things.imagine,somethings bite me,YIKES!
  5. i hate school like i never had.of course,i bet some of my DEAR classmates hate/dislike me.Well,dear people who hate me,we're going to say byebye after'o's.That doesn't give me a reason to stop hating/disliking you.
  6. friends of mine come and go as they like,i wouldn;t like to interupt their lives for some senseless things.to me,a friend gone for long don't really matter too much.
  7. i don't really like friends to tell me things i wish to hear all the time.It's a bit of guai lan lah,but think:friends are there to guide you and tell you things you don;t wish to hear.
  8. i hate people ordering me to do things or work things out their way,this applies outside of UG.you can suggest,you can advice.NEVER EVER ask me do things your way.Firstly,dignity and pride makes the best out of me.Secondly,I don't like quarreling for unncessary things.
  9. i always make empty promises to myself.I skipped school today,please forgive me god,i won;t do it again.but i just don't like mdm lai scoldings and naggings lah!
  10. I strongly dislike people accusing me of things.Only those who felt the accusation will know how it felt like.
  11. i admit my mistakes when i know i'm in wrong.okay,people aren't perfect,so sometimes i deny the mistakes i did.
  12. if you don't like the things i do,stop acting as if you appreciate it.to you,it just seems like a white lie,but to me it,you deeply scarred me.Whatever it is,stop doing it.
  13. i like men clothes more than ladies.hahas.they're simply so NICE~

End of confessions~.

Here's the picture of gopal with Xuemin's EXTRALARGEMOCHAFRAPPE!got it from her blog.