dang!I just bought my deck of tarot cards,which is the gothic version.Well,the cards ain't as scary as i thought.I went to use it for something,but it just came out to be disappointing.I want to love him and be with him.Who wouldn't?gosh,feminine side gushing out.

oh yea,i was like so stupid to go and visit the site edward send me,intitally i thought it was simply just popping things through clicking,i continued clicking until something just came out.I was like WTH!hahs.

somehow,i calculated on the issue again,and this time,it's more clear.Though there are many obstacles to be cleared,but i hope we won't be critised by anyone if we're together.My main issue,is to confess my love for you,i know it sounds so mushy.hahs.

Heyy people,i'm not blogging too often,yea i know.

Well,certain things have been affecting my mood.Things i shouldn't be brooding over anymore.I want my crumpler bag!!So no more absening myself from school.YayelloWS!

I'm having KOH's tuition.1 word:Sian lah.hahs.A maths,i'm like so gonna die die die..Love rate of change!Embrace it with LOVE.I know it sound stupid psychoing myself.Rahs!

SKip the next paragraph if you don't wanna read any naggy stuff.

To you.I feel guilty of my actions.Somehow,your friends around you may tell you something regarding my blog.I did remove the pictures,and after that i private my blog for construction purposes.I admit it's my fault for putting up the picture,sometimes pang seh-ing you,i feel guilty of it.There was once when someone saw how 'well' you treated me,and told me:'i think you really had a good temper,if someone showed me this kind of marvellous attitude,i think i'll show that person what kind of attitude that person deserve.'Mainly,the apologetic and guilt get the best outta me,i decided to tolerate your attitude.i did try to talk to you,humour you,but what did you give me?Your attitude.WOW!!It's time i shouldn't tolerate your actions anymore.Firstly,you made me feel like an idiot waiting for you at the corridor,after that giving me stupid excuses.Hey!i did sms you ok?I must say you're lying right under your nose,without even blinking your eye.

okay,hectic day for me.From yesterday till now,i got a cockroach overturned in my room and kept moving it's feelers vigourously,when i stepped inside the room.YIKES!!I got to scream at my father to help me get the cockraoch out,as you know,he's also afraid of cockroach!

The start of the day,simply i don't feel like waking up,mainly because i'm enjoying my sleep with a full blast powered aircon.Still,i woke up and attended the remedial.After remedial me and Lin Chao,went to meet up XueminLOVEs.Thet train-ed to work while i went to buy Mr Lew's belated birthday present for him,hope he like it.

okay,i almost lost my way there,cause i was trying to figure out where is the escalator that does not lead to BHG.bought the wallet and makan-ed at YAKUN.Went back to store,then love was being asked to distribute flyers and accompanied her to do it.Well,long john manager acts like some kinda bimbolic bitch!whatever!I don;t think he's that clever to find my blog!hehs.but still,i think long john food aren't worth it.

back to distributing flyers,a guy who was wearing long john uniform,actually told us that they considered it to be an event,he's not long john stuff.and you know what?he's working from 1-5pm.His pay $50++ bucks!!WTH!!!!

i was actually starving,and guess what,i ate a lot luh,but i forgot what i ate.LOLS.During my break,subash actually asked me help him with kitchen,and i messed up everything.Oh well,i don't have the chance to learn kitchen,and a pity Indran couldn't really teach me..

After that,first time customer in,i felt so pek chek,i guess the main reason was simply because i had a bad mood today.like i say before,i don't like people to XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX X.oh fine,getting angrier will only let wrinkles grow!Smile more,like Anand!!

stayed back and helped out.Somehow,Aaron is good luh,always Blanjah me drinks.I don't mind being fat,because i'm really hungry!RAHHS!a hungry man is an angry man.helped him and played 'i never' game with Gopal.hahs!It's fun whenever he's around.And i saw Bayi,it's been long since i last see you,felt so happy when i saw you.YAY!

People and my friends thought i was actually gila after my break,because i have been doing weird things,and laughing like a gila lady.But i don't deny it is really fun to be like a gila at times ,though i earned myself brusies.

Random:I'm so HAPPY!hahs,i called and talked to him.Yet it lasted for a few minutes,i know it couldn;t be named as satisfaction lah,still i'm really happy!YAYAYASness!

Ok,today was a very busy and tiring day.Had SS test which i didn't really remember until before going out of my house.So,i just read some of it.I think i'll fail it.After that lessons were really boring.During A Maths i started to feel tired and slept.Something damn malu today,i thought after a maths was like the last lesson,so i went to look for nazurah and asked her to go to hall.Damn Pai say.

After school,had prefect investiture.I felt more tired.then,makan-ed and went for Ss lecture.I didn't know what went wrong,but i felt really really tired,the things i see look as if they're distorted.

Attended St Johns.Here come MR headache attacking my head!But i like the activity with my squadmates!They're forever so nice and fun!