i dreamt of the past.The one who left me,and called a few times back.Or to be exact,2 times.The day when she left,i refused to celebrate with her,but i know i was crying under the blankets.I did,i couldn't hide my emotions.I wanted her to stay,it was just like this,a simple matter.

It's just a small matter,you shouldn't skip school just because of this.It just affects me.

I feel pressurized from my parents.Firstly,i can decide whether to stop working.I enjoy it,or to be more clear,i love this job!I know what are the rights and wrongs.I don't know if you guys ever respect my decision or even let me have a say on anything,but definately i don't feel any.You know i don't like constant naggings,you know i want you guys to support me.Can you even accede to such simple requests?

Secondly,i don't like them to relate things that aren't even in the topic to another.For working is working,i like going down to visit my collegues.I like to interact with them.But have you ever thought that it was always such pure and simple trip?NO.You always thought i had a boyfriend and insist that i always go back to meet him.You would start relating things,and being a great one who has wonderful imagination.I do lie to you,because i don't want to hear anymore naggings,for this part,it is my fault.But have you ever thought why i would start lying to you?

Whatever you want it,i have to listen.But think,have you ever sat down and listen to my sorrows?my joys?What are my favourites,do you know that?I doubt so.so what's the point on being a family.It's just family in name,but individual strangers living together.

Quitting school may be my option.