It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love
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Sunday, June 29, 2008, 3:21 PM

okay,much to updates.First,school.

oh well,i had science practical on thurs which i missed out during the last post,which makes me so nervous.Nazurah was heavily disturbed by me,because i was like too nervous with the hrating part.LOLS.Here's some pictos!





Had ss lecture on friday,but it was mock exam instead.Pretty boring.And after that went to study with xuemin.Met up with joanne.Initially went to starbucks but because fof the lightings,went back Mcd.Went back about 11 plus.

Saturday,work!
LOVE working days!They never fail to make me smile like some crazy ass.Indeed,i saw someone pasting SPECIAL ORDER sticker like some crazy person.Well,my work life is always so enjoyable.Even when little arguements came up,it just enhances one's life one way another.Some faces i've never seen for like 1 week,and i've grown missing them.hehs.

Back at cafe,it's like horror.Things have gone missing!I guess i gonna post up missing items.Wonder are people in singapore getting more out of hand?Doesn't mean you buy a $2.50 or $3.40 long black,that entitles you to grab the jug back home for some great sake!Inconderate people.

I guess i'm gonna work after o levels like some ah siao.okay!

Truths and surprises i've heard.i trust you not to be one,yet what evdience told me made me felt otherwise.I only want to know,at that point of time what were you thinking?What was your stand?Maybe i'm just too concern till i lost my stand.How about you?

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Thursday, June 26, 2008, 10:33 PM

schoool was rather enriching these few days,have been a good student for once after so many months.

-End of Report.-

okay,a maths,ppretty okayy,at least for once i know what i was doing.Chemistry was like oh my god!I kept on harassing nazurah regarding the procedures and being so on nervous for the heating stuff.Being so absent-minded again,i accidentally touched the tube where i went to heat up previously.It's like OUCH!!!







and on my way back home,i just went like some crazy maths freak to popular,bought a maths and maths notes plus assesment.I know it sounded stupid but well,this is how silly and anxious i get.



Had a short nap and went to eat great stuffs,sharks fins!!hehs.okay,plus tanghoon and crab with some friend sotongs and pineapple rice!It's a bit wasting but well,it's my dearest fatty bro birthday!

To joanne:You know what?My mum said that Sara is quite handsome.

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Wednesday, June 25, 2008, 11:09 PM

okay,today overall was boring.I was half asleep during SS lessons.But thanks lin chao who lent me her notes.hehs.

Nothing much except PE today.Played Badminton today.and caught some pictures,some of which,i look pretty retarded.hahas





RANDOM THOUGHTS.
Heys,if you think it's such a bore,and you're at the losing end having study groups with us,then why bother to act so nice in front of us for god sake?If you don't want,then reject it.Fancy having that "oh,i'm so hardworking face" in front of us,what are you trying to hint?That we're dragging you down to nowhere?REFLECT on your feffing attitude and views.and com'on,drop the act in front of us.DISGUSTIG SISSY!If you think that i'm writing about you,yes!IT's you!I don't give a damn.

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Sunday, June 22, 2008, 10:10 PM

ok.it's been like so long since i've blogged.Mainly,been busy and attending classes.Grr.Which is like 'oh,so duh.'

Starting with my expresso class.I finished my theory,which had an average score of 34 MARKS.and my Cuppuccino had a 10/10.Latte had a 9/10 and my flat white had a 9.5/10.So total out of 70,i got 62.5!YAYS!Not bad luhs.But i still don't dare to do latte.always trouble hanizar to help me leii.hehes.

Crew outing!!Whees!(PICTURES CLICK HERE.)
okay,early in the morning went to meet up with loves and lynn and trained together to CP.Bought Bacon sticks because i'm so hungry that i could even swallow one buff-ello!hahas.

Well,planned to play games but some things were missing,and it's like oh my gosh!So we decided to play tug-o-war.Man,it's like Panda lossing,and i kept laughing when they had this tarek thingy.When we pull,den we call out tarek.OVerall,laughing to much.And i've got blisters on my hand,but it's worth it!Played like some ah siao!hahas

Then Clara had a speech and free time for everyone!Whees~The whole gang went to the sea and played,well thanks god i was just being dragged rather than carried + being plonked onto the sea(ouch!that hurts!).Enjoyed but after that an accident happened,xuemin's hp was being soaked in the water when wee was being plonked into the sea.Love,don't be sad!Hope you get to fixed your phone soon at m'sia!

After that,i stayed back for a little while before washing myself up with wani.Hey hey!no dirty thoughts will ya?we wore our clothes on had a mere rinse where we saw ....cleaning himself up with a towel while we squeeze all the water out with out mega strength obtaining from....NOTHING.hehs.

Then joined the others to rent bicycles and cycled.and i was like new?(again?duhz.)and like any other time,i hurt myself again.Accidents and more.But satisfaction of getting something forbidden is always such a thrill.Of course,think in the way of a not-so-perfect teenager.I'm still tobacco-free!but after 18,who knows?hehs

HAd our bbq and enjoyed the food!Sotongs!stingyrays!DogFries(hotdogs.)!and a bitter greentea of course to quence the thirst of many.While people went to return their stuffs,had a talk with hanizar,and we started to take pictures(before that,we did too many times too!hehes).Hang out with the gang a while before others went to cycle all the way to changi airport.

While me and hanizar continued talking and looking forward for the night to fall,with the hope to look at the stars which i've claimed to be oh-so-freaking-beauutifuuull.hehs.Well,one sad thing,too much clouds,and i could only see the moon a little.That's sad.Emotional talks that are left to be kept as secret to many.(ya,i'm bad!)

Went back upon knowing many was about to go back.Bid goodbyes to many,and thanks to those who ask upon seeing my injury.after that hanizar went to have his beauty sleep after much drinking.Went to buy mac with ni hong for people to eat while others take turns to bathe.And da pao-ed things to eat.

Well,returned back and ni hong went out again with hanizar and lynn to buy somethings we've forgotten to buy.They left and i bathed.Well,i guess someone was jealous of things,i don't know..Maybe i'm a little sensative?who knows?

After finishing our stuffs,we went around to walk,and sent xuemin to the taxi stand.and stopped at the beach there to have a talk,and from then on,we kept on crawling over the fences to get to either side.and it's damn funny when me and lynn got stuck at the middle.LOLS.Talked and walked,as we repeat the cycle.But it was rather fun,my first time with them.Come to think of it,they took so many of many first-times.hahas.

We started to settle on some bedrock and tell our stories where the happiest moment and darkest moments in our lives.and we heard some stories that touche dour hearts.Nevertheless,consoles have been given by me,and others.It's just how one take it.Drinks and cigerettes.We failed to see the sunrise as many were way too sleepy and hanizar was already mabok.So,too bad.I guess we'll have to catch it next time ehs?

But i really love this crew outing!Enjoyed like some siao ding dongz.hehs.
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and more to my beloved friends.people,it's o levels this year,and work hard.And promises will be given by me that i'll come school everyday!wish me lucks for o's.getting a litlle panicky now.

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Sunday, June 15, 2008, 3:06 AM



Was supposed to meet up with Xuemin,but due to me w/o my hp which result in much inconviennce,didn't meet up with xuemin but joined her for lunch!thanks girl!

If it was you,what/how do you handle the situation?To be frank,i've suppressed enough feelings till today.I want to release,being direct enough expressing certain feelings,but well.It doesn't have any effect when the courage don't act up.

fine fine,enough of those emotional strings being tied up.Aarghs!Whatsoever~hehs.Work was simply like messed up?Due to lots of things that should be left untold.shhh~~The regular fightings,quarrellings,getting too tense,too sensative,etc..So,just shut your eyes for a moment and imgaine.

Today rarely customer in,and i really almost cried out when Gopal went to help out at main store and i had to run to and fro between cafe and DK.Firstly,today DK damn many times customer in,and before i had the time to stock up,there are people queuing up waiting for you to serve ice creams.What the hell-oS!Almost like some crazy ok?Bananas.

Thankfully hanizar came!He's being LOVED~!I thought he helped me keep my phone as i forgot to take back from him.I didn't know he even went to help me charge!Aww,was like so touched can?

Then gopal,being the good goood person,after he drove loves ard orchard area,he drove me there,although getting scolded by jeff already!you're being LOVED~!Of course,with the help of LOVES!She's being LOVEDx3333!

And thanks for asking me to take care.Hearing what you said yesterday was rather emotional.Should i,should i not?let's think...

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Saturday, June 14, 2008, 3:00 AM

ok,i miss having fun with them.that's why i don't like thursday.hehes.okay,i woke up late today and they said today mary went crazy.Instead of BLOODY MARY,we had a CRAZY MARY.hhahas.

anyway,i didn't know what happened earlier on,but i know gopal had a real bad headache,so when hanizar came,he punched out immediately,so i went to stock up all those cakes,muffins.I don't like the closers to call hanizar Sen-hek,i find it rude.

oh,anyway,i had fun with A!for Anand.hahs.I guess he's the one who always teach me bits and pieces of tamil.Gopal also,and i think i made him very pissed off today.well,sorry bitch!hehs.

and i did somewhat disgusting things just now.customer actually pulled out the onions stripes from the onion rings onto the saucer,and i took it up and make disturb everyone i can.Imagine the onion rings was being soaked with water,chocolate sauce,soap...etc.DISGUSTING ehs?

Vella,the umbrella invited me to m'sia.But i guess i could only make it after o levels.IT convinces my mum not to scream me more,but no matter what,having a white lie to be told aren't able to avoid it.

i guess that's all for now.hehs.

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Thursday, June 12, 2008, 9:15 PM

i didn;t went to the last day of expresso class.i woke up late and i still remember someone called me at any part of the day.

Here's some pictures yesterday i took,and some pictures are with Jage.









that's all

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Wednesday, June 11, 2008, 12:53 AM

missing you like i've never been.I'm losing myself. But i doubt this will get to anywhere.Whatsoever.


today simply,had an expresso class,and i guess i didn't really pay attention to much.And i attended the class alone.It's like oh-that's-so-boring.I cannot tahan lah,but well having the freaking cert is better than none.



Monday, June 09, 2008, 5:31 AM

somehow,i find people i work with are meticulous.From bits and pieces.

I think Hanizar knew that i always had this bad habbit,putting my stuffs around and forgetting to take it at the end of the day.But he's always nice and would help me keep my things and the next time he would pass to me.

there's once he also when i finished running to and fro from cafe,he punched in and asked me to take a rest.on my birthday that day,he even came down,though he;s late and i'm already gone by then but i was rather touched to hear from others that he came down.He's really one big MR.goody guy!

Mr gopal,he knows me inside out.When i'm sad,he knows it.When i'm furious,throwing my temtrums,he know it.When i got something that troubles me,he knows it.I don;t know if i show it out or not,but he really know me well.Though we always call each other bitch,but our relationship is like father and daughter.We can't always stay angry with each other,that's something unique.

oh boy oh,i just finished closing and i still not-so-in-the-mood-to-sleep.oh freak!hehs.

A lil'confession.
I don't know why but i'm missing you more.Longing for you to come,and smile.It's always that smile,even though it's just only a twitch of muscle in your mouth area,it's something that always appease me.Even when i'm infuriated,it just tend to calm down the hard and rocky waves in the sea out there,making it soften and gentle enough.I guess,you're really one not-so-lucky-oh-so-person.But you're being MISSED!hahs.

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Tuesday, June 03, 2008, 4:24 AM

i don't know why little but i felt lost when i can't find them.It's like losing a close kin,fee;ing lost.you don't know where to look for them,but you know the place.Is like so god damn lost.

Anyway,have been enjoying working.There had been sweet little things going around,though they arent' something big,but to me,it's really really SWWEEEET!

Few days back,i had a tiff with gopal.Because a small thing:calling me stupid.ok lah,i know it's totally silly and childish.but i was like some kid being angry with him.And he was angry for the shake mix tingy,Well well.The situation tensed till hanizar came,and i started to laugh after telling hanizar,laughing off my ass for my stupitdity and childishness.Oh,and i really cried while both of us were having that tensed situation there.Silly me.After that,we settled everything and i apologized to him.IT's like so...

ok,recently there's a new chopps came in,and he'a a real slacker.Don't really like him a lot.Seriously.if you can;t survive in the society and the way it is,then don't work.What for tormenting yourself with all these?Can't you see others are suffering because of you.I hate chipmunks!

Hanizar made a simple flower with serviette for me,and i really like it.thanks bayi!!He had been understanding enough to swop with me when i'm tired certain times,and bayi,don't always keep things to yourself lah.Not happy,say it.For sure,you're kind and understanding that's why you're loved by me.

and i don't understand why people like to give me empty promises.Perhaps that would enhance your life with another target,that is waiting for someone to do that particular thing with you.Still,it's always blank and empty promises in the end.I wonder should i stop waiting like some idiot?

I don't like people to make me look like some kinda sore loser or idiot.What for doing unnecessary actions just to make people look up on you.I couldn't tahan customers kept on asking for condiments,when OBVIOUSLY we have a CONDIMENTS BAR at the side.It's simply some rants on the side.hahs.Well,i feel irritated when people don;t use what they're given.

Ah,Indran's smiles always brighten me.For god sake i don't know why i would giggle like some crazy ass.While Anand,humourous guy.Telling people that he's a vegeterian while he held a chicken patty on his hand.funny guy.and he tricked me with the stainless steel wipe,and mimicking my every(not so,but most of them)movments.Aarghs!but still,he's the store cutest guy,i guess?hahs.

OH,there's a customer,who ordered a foldover and ice tea,claiming that she wanted to slim down.ok,if you wanna slim down,then make it a foldover without sauce.But you know it's like she was having ice tea = 1/10 ice tea + 9/10 water.A little bit sweet also shuang?wth?and she complained the foldover wasn't hot.I was like duhz.and requested indran to toast 4 times.Contradicting person she is.

I'm tired can,but i'm not getting any sleep.I'm afraid that i'll sleep like some log and never wake up.ok.i know it's not funny.hahahahahas.

being crazy now.i guess that's allo for much updates.

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Sunday, June 01, 2008, 2:26 AM

i;ll update tomorrow.
hehs.