It felt so wrong
It felt so right
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Thursday, July 31, 2008, 6:47 PM
Here's a belated post for yesterday. HAPPYBIRTHDAY,MS LI QIU!May all your wishes come true! Yesterday,the clique went to celebrate Li qiu's birthday.Meet up at 3pm,and went to played the spot the difference game.Then,we cabbed down to Cinileisure and makaned at the Hong Kong cafe.Food was rather ok.
Labels: him, hurt, li qiu, lin chao, xue min
Tuesday, July 29, 2008, 11:09 PM
Ms see is leaving.I don't know what to tell her.She's just mean so much than i thought.She has done things behind my back,giving me a chance when other teachers tried to condem me.Even when to beg them not to do so.It's just so sudden,there she goes.She had her reasons,but i'm really sad that she leaves.I even thought of thanking her,hugging her like some bamboo stick.All the best to her! I don't know what the hell is guan feng being so kpo.We don't need you to settle things for others,mind your own business before poking into other's affair.BB! You. Labels: ms see
Monday, July 28, 2008, 5:58 PM
School,i don't-know-what-to-say.?However,mdm yeo said if i studies i could make the mark!okay,for that comment,i'll study seriously.hehs. overall school was alright.After elective i went to buy my dearest,and went to look for nazurah to help me translate some stuffs in malayu.Hmms,curious to knnow?Probe me,i'll tell people who i trust!hehhhhhhhs. okay,I think lxy praised me today?Suprsingly.And I did my-oh-so-self-praising testimoskinned.GOsh!Since when i'm not? ![]() Labels: school
Sunday, July 27, 2008, 8:21 PM
Read some featured news on yahoo.and shockingly,people do set up animal traps in Singapore.You may think it's at pulau ubin but NO!IT's somewhere at Lim Chu KAng area.and do you know,1 kg of wild boar's meat can get you about $12.Oh my god! Not to mention,i caught Batman,The Dark Night with Sin Yee.Quite random,but it's very touching,and the hidden meaning,is for you to discover.Well,christain bale is so bloody handsome!!(in the movie itself)But aww,he was being accussed of assulting his sister and mother,could you believe it?oh my my!HERE FOR THE NEWS! Talking about the sinister role in this movie,the joker.the actor was simply great!Not in the role he is acting but his acting is really great!and,he's dead.Heath ledger,looking at his gorgeous face,definately you couldn't thought he was the joker.but still,he'a the one.CLICK HERE. By the way,great news!Indran is getting married,14th August!GREAT!too many people getting married these days,ahhh.But i'm not invited!well well,not that i could force them to invite me ehs?hahas.At least you'll just send your greatest wishes to them silently.Even if i were to write my blessings to you here,you will not know it.So,........... People,if you need any hhelp to do cards up pretty nicely,or scrapbooks,please approach me.VISIT HERE to view the samples. I think i've been thinking too much and crying too much nowadays. Labels: batman, indran, scrapbooks
Thursday, July 24, 2008, 10:28 PM
school was ratherr fine.Well,racial harmony day.I used to go to school damn early in the morning,and get stucked in the toilets till we're being asked out.How memorable it is.2d'06 and Ms see.Oh,by the way,Ms see got the most well-dressed female teacher award!3 cheers! Here's photos about my so-not-exciting school life.By the way,i got absolute GOOD results.It's better not to mention those hellish results. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Labels: school
Wednesday, July 23, 2008, 10:31 PM
what if i told you, i wanted you to be more apprciative.Even 2 simple words could even touched my heart"thank you",was all that i need.Would you do it? you're nice,I know.you're humourous,yes.However,character doesn't determine what you are,is what your actions speaks and holds it.You have the right to deny,because i've never seen it with my own eyes.You have the right to psycho me as much,i doubt you'll do so. Do you know,when i knew you stopped the habits,i was astonished.You told me personally regarding it,it even assured me more.Do you know,when i knew what was your stand at that time,i really wanted a firm answer from you,despite knowing that you won't say it,too risky.Do you know,all i needed was a lovely call like the first,too expensive,not worth it. If that day came,I caught you red-handed.I wish you could be truthful,at least i would consider whether to let you off.I wish you could apologize sinncerely,i don't want insincere apologies,you're just bowing down to me,not repentent.I wish you would change for the better,i really want you to. Last of all,out of no where,i had intense feelings with you,it's not a crush(where you get all those romantic feelings.),nor a fling.You just matter to me a lot,like something i cherished.However,your actions greatly disappoint me.You made me felt like some blithering idiot in the streets waiting for something,but infact that 'somethinng' was just nothing. Please,just leave him alone.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008, 11:03 PM
![]() People are stubborn at times,even couldn't accept facts with evidence when they're forced to face it.Just like me. One may simply shrug off with the most 3 common used words:I don't know.With leiiii added at the back,in singlish terms.It's just how we face reality,not all of them are that benovelent to all,giving you hopes and expectations,but what do you get?Nothing.LOOK,it's You may claim:heyy!Whhhat thhe heellos?!?!What for getting all so surprised when we're warned beforehand?OF course,some people are blinded by many factors.Ruined by them and even led to destruction while the others,believes and took precautions. It's the prey and predator society we're talking about.Not those fairytale lands where god bestow enough help to save your dear little princess/prince.No point brooding and blaming god this :I gave god my everything and this is what i got.Ending up with some obtuse conclusion and losing what you thought you had,but for real,think about it.Did you once own it?No. Wake up and stop deluding yourself. Stay for that little request which attain what you call 'live life to the fullest'.I don't want to be the last,worst even without seeing you leave. Labels: random oh,finally. VISIT THIS BLOGSHOP!AND to my dear friends whom i've made scracpcards for you guys,please.take a photo of it and send it to me! LOVE,thanks!love is always loves! and here's some ridiculous news.please click here. I didn't know that some guy got some infactuations with sheeps.Come about sheeps,i've heard some joke from nowhere about sheeps.So what's the difference between a sheep and a lamb?A lamb mehhhhhzzz,while a sheep beeeehhhhh.I know it's lame.hehs. to,MS JOANNEgirlfriend! Heyys,I know how you're feeling.My mom read my diary in front of my brother,so ya.You have to convince them,and speak to them nicely regarding whatever problems.then,prove it through your actions.Sometime,it's better not to hide any more facts from them.At least,parents slowly understands and knew what they have to do.sometime,the way they do things are so out-0f -type and so uncool,but at least care and concern could be seen in between slips and cracks.It get hard at times,but by attaining their understanding,things changes.Trust me!Fret not,for thy superhero is here to help!hehs.Take my advice,will ya? please don't leave,let me let you go without any regrets in my life.
Sunday, July 20, 2008, 11:34 PM
Somehow,i felt that some people we thought they are aren't what they appeared to me.Disappointed. I didn't know that AKMAL is that ungentlemen and he doesn't even bother to contact anyone elses when we're in need.Damn it! he let us boarded a wrong taxi.ok,nevermind.He even don't bother to contact anyone elses.and simply sit in the taxi.FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! Labels: bitches
Saturday, July 19, 2008, 12:37 AM
![]() this post is dedicated to love. Love, i know this period is not a so good period of time to you.And this is the first time i really saw you cry.I don't know what to say or do.So,i'll hope you see this. It's you that made me felt more confident in friendships.For once,i was being betrayed,hurt much.I didn't really had a friendship where i can talk my mind out and talk about heart matters after that.It was you,who touched my heart with those sweet little gestures. If you need me,call me.If you need help,i'll help you.No matter what,you're still the love i only know.I believe you can overcome your fears for now.You'll need a shoulder,i lend you.You need a listener,i'll be there for you/ I know it sounds mushy,but that is the only thing i can do for you now.You're strong,getting stronger as times goes by.Regardless what it may be,you're still the one who gave me a helping hand when i'm in need. girl,you're the bestest girlfriend i ever had! Labels: xue min
Thursday, July 17, 2008, 12:06 AM
![]() i'M SAD.DEVASTATED. I had a quarrel with my mum.Regarding,dropping art , SIM card ,moving out of the house and about work.The usual subjects. Gosh,i'm gonna have fluffy eyes. Do you even care?you're within grasp at times,but when i needed you,where are you?My say doesn't even worth your considerations. Labels: bad day
Tuesday, July 15, 2008, 12:16 PM
Monday, July 14, 2008, 11:39 PM
![]() ok,i went to polyclinic today.And don't be shock,it's my first time there ok(shows how pampered am i.hehs.)Anyway,a good experience to be there.Instead of queueing up to get a queue number for registration,you get to have the number at the entrance.I know it's suaku lah,but then well,it's my FIRST time.hehs. The whole experience time was like 2 hours plus.Mostly on waiting.wait till you die lahhhhh. After that,i was informed that cafe meeting was cancelled and bought my lunch at food court.But,there comes another random message of the meeting not cancelled.Ok,i rushed there like some ah siao,lucky my hair was intact.hehs. Meeting was like the same old thingy,and i even cracked a joke on XXXX.Hilarious.I don't wanna bayi to quit!But well,like what love said,if he had to go somewhere which can offer higher salary,why not?I guess i'll miss talking to him after he went off. Well,well.As usual i was being lecture by Vella for being so 'rude' without saying a hi.Woahs,when did i become soooooo....Now,i'm studying physics,most probably tomorrow's paper gonna be a blast.And i'll tell you i don't know how to do.So,i'm still preparing myself for it.I'm not planning to take art.I find it stupid.And i wanna drop art.But i have to get permission from my dearest mom. I still don't know how to smile at you with that usual smile i had it on.I find it hard to accept that.I really hope you aren't that dirty and mean. Labels: hanizar, him, love, mac, prelims, vella, work
Sunday, July 13, 2008, 10:44 PM
I really had a bad dream.Something that made me out of breath and i was grabbing my bolster like some holy shite when i woke up. I'm down with a flu.Gonna go see doctor tml in the morning.Of course,morning sickness.YIKES! Now,there's more things to study i have to settle it. 1.Return Hon Qi $50 . 2.Settle my fbts orders and collect payment for all. 3.Settle down emotional matters and concentrate on studying. Dear love, I feel touched and somehow guilty towards you.Firstly,I'm touched that you've asked and smsed and even called me to ask what happened.Well,i was shocked at first,but i admire the way you do things.Bold and daring.Secondly,I felt guilty towards you,i've not replied your msn message on saturday,i've not replied your sms-es recently.I guess it's my part for neglecting the phone,and pressing the wrong button when i was about to send.So,no worries.But i guess you're still worried even when i asked you to.So,here's a picture dedicated to you. ![]()
Labels: flu, love, nightmare, random ![]() i've been shadow-ed kissed by the devil itself. I don't know how to react.I just felt,oh gosh!IT's so dirty doing that.That's where i never know why woman make themselves so cheap to end up as a prostitue.I really detest this fact that exists in society.GOSH!My ears hurts. You may not know but one day you will. Labels: shadowed kissed
Saturday, July 12, 2008, 9:29 AM
okay,pictures uploaded at shutterfly.Was supposed to update yesterday but well i was too tiredddddd,slept at 5 plus and woke up at 9 am plus in the morning.So,now i'm so energized. like the first sentence stated:pictures uploaded at shutterfly.Simply click here for NIGHT STUDY fun! Talking about prelims,SS was doable,somehow i'm happy thati finally understand source based questions.E maths,paper 1 easy,paper 2 doable.Chemistry paper,i'm skipping questions,but for part C rather ok.a maths paper 1,i don'y know hwo to do from question 5.And mind you,it's an 11 question paper.please say WOW!!!!! I'm going to work from 6-11 today.Yeah yeah.Always last day last day,when is your last day.hehs,wad so ever lahhh.Anyway,I've changed my lovely day to monthly working. Somehow i'm glad that my final year doesn't end like what i've expected.I've got just a tiny bit of friends to say goodbye to me.Maybe in tears or joys,but yes i'm glad that people i don't talk to over 1 year plus talked to me.But to some oh well bitches out there,i know you're so sorry that you;ve know me,but hey!I don't like you,and i don't feel sorry about that.PLUS,i simply don't need friends like you.YUCKS! I'm trying to stop myself from going to places too and be rooted to my lovely bed to study what i need to.hehs.OF course,not today!hahas. Labels: prelims, random, school, updates
Wednesday, July 09, 2008, 12:39 AM
![]() Aarghs!Just finished comying some damn notes that i have to remember like some hell.It's like the middle of the night,and i'm still missing my harvest moon CUTE!ggrrrs.$52 bucks!I must get the hell on it!! JUST A RANDOM POST. BITCH!NANDAIYO!BLINKIIIES!SULAIMANline!PERVERT!PRINCESSnihong!LYNN!REGARDLESS OF WHAT AGE ,I MISS CPmac CREWS!
Monday, July 07, 2008, 1:29 AM
Hellos,if you realised,i've changed my blog song.I find it rather meaningful. LYRICS of the song. 请让我靠近你轻轻对你说 别让我每个夜为你受折磨 是多么不容易才默默放手 为了我就当作这次为了我 别让我因为你被回忆折磨 而空气凝结了我们的脸孔 我别无选择 就算我们之间有什么问题 依然想念着你 虽然被放弃 虽然我愿意 就算我们之间有什么难题 黑夜我还想着你 心碎人孤寂 虽然我愿意 伍家辉 - 虽然我愿意 www.51lrc.com ★ 活在当下 制作 再让我靠近你轻轻对你说 当我说我要你从此好好过 是真的否则我怎么肯放手 为了我就当作这次为了我 赐给我你现在幸福的笑容 别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔 请你做选择 就算我们之间有什么问题 依然想念着你 虽然被放弃 虽然我愿意 就算我们之间有什么难题 黑夜我还想着你 心碎人孤寂 虽然我愿意 心碎人孤寂 虽然我愿意 就算我们之间有什么问题 依然想念着你 虽然被放弃 虽然我愿意 就算我们之间有什么难题 黑夜我还想着你 心碎人孤寂 虽然我愿意 心还想着你 Labels: random
Sunday, July 06, 2008, 2:03 AM
oh,i forgot to add something. I felt offended when you said that someone is leading us astray.Have you ever thought your so-call brotherhood doesn't even last more than the friendship between others.All you could do was to act in front of others,and treat them good as if they're angels.What about you?Have you ever reflected what you have said?I don't deny that,that day it was partially my fault for screaming 'what do you want?'.I still believed i'm right,but you allowed someone like that fatty to hurl abuses at us for nothing.I don;t mind letting him hit me or what,but what i'm concern is why did you have to hold him back at that time?Why did you have to tell others that his attitude is like that,and ask us to go first.What is your motive?What are you trying to show?that you're brotherhood with him is strong enough,LIKE SHIT! Seriously,i'm so damn offended by what you said about me.If you're the one being scolded for nothing,would you be there standing like some idiot reacting to nothing?You can hurl melayu vulgarities,so do i with my own chinese language.BUT,do you have to do to the extend that you backstab others in their back because of so-call your brotherhood.YOU'RE A MANAGER AND I SUPPOSE MANAGERS REASON OUT THINGS WHEN THEY'RE WORKING RATHER THAN RELYING ON THEIR SO CALL BROTHERHOOD.Com'on lah,in this society,we reason out things.If you still want to live in those respect people who give you trobles but nothing elses and it's older than you,Then pleasE!I'll hire the world's most famous inventors to create an time machine to transport you and that fatty back to the ancient times.I'm responsible for what i said.You can sue me,treminate me.But this does not change my mind for i'm not the bias one. Labels: bitches ![]() It was just sheer disappointment that people comment i was like this like that.But mainly,most of it made me felt like 1 fool.I trusted them,even when i knew they aren't honest at all.and at the end of the day,All i got was a blow harder than i received in the first place.Sometimes,i just don't understand why am i so stupid,maybe people learn it the hard way rather than the soft way.I'm those who believe using my eyes,but somehow,part of me still trust them.I'm stupid,afterall. First programme of the day,tution at koh.Went through chem and he chased me for the tution fees,was rather sian.But somehow,i felt like eating the curry thingy after he discussed how delicious it was.hhms,hungry ghost appearing.(I havent had my dinner yet.) Then,trained down and bused down to school for the school anniversary,pretty bored but i felt like sleeping.After that,Jun Fei,clement and i went to take a drink and chat for a while and goodbye for everyone. Immediately,rushed down to work like some ah siao,had fun with gopal,and many of the collegues.I guess i'll miss them all.With the uncle taxi joke,with their smile(even it's not genuine),their regards and habits..I don't know how i'm gonna survive with current condition of every month going back once,but i guess the yearns and misses to everyone keeps me going on.I'll be back after 11 nov! Somehow,i miss eating with my entire family.Imgine with sotongs,dou miao,bak kut teh plus rice.OR even dao pok with lu zhi,makes me drool by imaginingg them.I love my mum cookings lah!! I feel a little sick,like sore throat and a little feverish.gosh! Labels: clement, jun fei, mac, school, work
Friday, July 04, 2008, 12:12 AM
![]() Well,school.oh WOW!!okay,nothing much. I went back to store today!and they finally had the mango berry and strawberry smoothies.I don't know what's going on with my eyes but my left eye lid is like keep 'jumping'?LOLS. Anyway,was quite satisfied with what i bought from MWL!Wheees!Felt like getting a ring which looks kinda trendy to me.Considering to buy a plain ring,but i guess i''m gonna have to wait for long.GRRRRS. PICTURES ARE HERE.I'm lazy to upload 1 by 1.so pardon me. Labels: school
Thursday, July 03, 2008, 8:29 AM
![]() hellos,people.i'm here in school blogging.kinda stagnant here. Yesterday had the school rehearsal parade,and i did nothing but merely being a reserve.but well,enjoyable but a lil boring though.jokes of the day: Joke 1: Clement thought that i actually had a crush on him.oh,hilarious him. Joke 2: Ask e people who knew it.hahs. Regarding school,nothing much to update.but had fun with my usual clique! Words of e day: I don't really like people who are racists.ever wonder how you've felt been outcasted by other races?then be considerate.and oh,so what if i like black dicks,does that mean i'm black or what.racists people.if you ever comment that you're not being racist,that shows your maturity level is so 'oh,wow damn high.' Chillls when you're hot.hehs.byes people. Labels: school |