It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love
tonight
Sunday, July 06, 2008, 1:09 AM


It was just sheer disappointment that people comment i was like this like that.But mainly,most of it made me felt like 1 fool.I trusted them,even when i knew they aren't honest at all.and at the end of the day,All i got was a blow harder than i received in the first place.Sometimes,i just don't understand why am i so stupid,maybe people learn it the hard way rather than the soft way.I'm those who believe using my eyes,but somehow,part of me still trust them.I'm stupid,afterall.

First programme of the day,tution at koh.Went through chem and he chased me for the tution fees,was rather sian.But somehow,i felt like eating the curry thingy after he discussed how delicious it was.hhms,hungry ghost appearing.(I havent had my dinner yet.)

Then,trained down and bused down to school for the school anniversary,pretty bored but i felt like sleeping.After that,Jun Fei,clement and i went to take a drink and chat for a while and goodbye for everyone.

Immediately,rushed down to work like some ah siao,had fun with gopal,and many of the collegues.I guess i'll miss them all.With the uncle taxi joke,with their smile(even it's not genuine),their regards and habits..I don't know how i'm gonna survive with current condition of every month going back once,but i guess the yearns and misses to everyone keeps me going on.I'll be back after 11 nov!

Somehow,i miss eating with my entire family.Imgine with sotongs,dou miao,bak kut teh plus rice.OR even dao pok with lu zhi,makes me drool by imaginingg them.I love my mum cookings lah!!

I feel a little sick,like sore throat and a little feverish.gosh!

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