what if i told you, i wanted you to be more apprciative.Even 2 simple words could even touched my heart"thank you",was all that i need.Would you do it?

you're nice,I know.you're humourous,yes.However,character doesn't determine what you are,is what your actions speaks and holds it.You have the right to deny,because i've never seen it with my own eyes.You have the right to psycho me as much,i doubt you'll do so.

Do you know,when i knew you stopped the habits,i was astonished.You told me personally regarding it,it even assured me more.Do you know,when i knew what was your stand at that time,i really wanted a firm answer from you,despite knowing that you won't say it,too risky.Do you know,all i needed was a lovely call like the first,too expensive,not worth it.

If that day came,I caught you red-handed.I wish you could be truthful,at least i would consider whether to let you off.I wish you could apologize sinncerely,i don't want insincere apologies,you're just bowing down to me,not repentent.I wish you would change for the better,i really want you to.

Last of all,out of no where,i had intense feelings with you,it's not a crush(where you get all those romantic feelings.),nor a fling.You just matter to me a lot,like something i cherished.However,your actions greatly disappoint me.You made me felt like some blithering idiot in the streets waiting for something,but infact that 'somethinng' was just nothing.

Please,just leave him alone.

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