I didn't attend the exam yesterday.I wasn't emotionally stable.If you ever knew what's the heart ripping kinda pain,you'll get what i mean.Losing something that holds a significance in your heart,which you thought you own it,in fact you don't.Only the feelings counts,but which that matters is the reality that stood there.

Like to him,i thought i'm important.But,it's just nothing.Goodbye to people,who deserted me in life,made me felt abandoned.Now,i'm the one abondoning the past.I don't need a family who sheds crocodile tears,i don't need them to try to understand me anymore.May the death leads to another newborn.

and that reminds me,you don't deserve my presents for christmas.May lord bless with you with the innocence of yours to be enlighted.

LAst of all,a sincere thank you to xuemin and nazurah.Xuemin had been accompanying me these few days.NAzurah,thanks for sending msgs to comfort me.Thanks,girls!

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