I don't know what to say for my life,definately not effort put in.Maybe once.I don't know.Ijust simply messed up my life.Thank god i did have a leaving certificate.thank god for him bestowing many things i needed at times.And thank god for being so forgiving.I'm not into religious stuff,but sometimes things that are meant to be,it's fate.

Whether you like it or not,people you meet in life come and go.You might say no,but real life situation says otherwise.Would you have a best friend at the age of 16,would stay with you and remain as best friends till 70s?Maybe,but at the slightest chance given.hahas.I don't know why i'm thinking so much recently.

Along the way,the people i met,regardless of irrtating,disturbing,lame,funny,emo or even those i dislike,i'm sure that their existence meant some purpose.We learn some things from them,of course unknowingly.Pick up skills that requires for life.

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So,enough for much.So,school was like,like that lor.BOring.Doing mock exams to mock at ourselves.And i'm glad that we're going to have a break on weds.So,tml i'll be out the whole night studying.Of course,i'll have ample rests before going out study or else i'll end up like some freaking convict who had pale face pale skin,heavy eyebags.What hell?hahas.

I'll be doing a home visit to nazurah's house for hari raya!yays.Maybe it's like a new thing to me,at least for once.

Oh ya,complains right now.I think someone is simply ignorant enough to demand things from others when it is kinda consider unreasonable.Can't you see that others can't stand the nonsensical stuffs you're spouting.Should i mock at your innocence or should i say you're simply too naive and over bearing at times.What a joke.hahahas.LEt's laugh.
HA,
HA,
HA,
HA.
I couldn't stand childish and nonsensical ways coming from you guys,IDIOTS!

Labels: bitches, hari raya, nazurah, random, xue min

Aaahh,I'm bored here in the middle of the night where everyone is sleeping in their own cozy bed while i'm having a mild sore eye(hopefully it's not) on my left eye.Maybe let's pray that it has an impact,so maybe i am medically allowed not to go school.hehs.

BandCrazy is asleep,no one to keep me company in the middle of the night with craps and stuffs.Oh gosh,i'm just so bored!!When is DOLLS 4 coming out?I'm waiting for so lonnnnggg.Grr.What about Prince of School,direct translation from chinese because i'm just too lazy to look up for chinese characters.Damn,so slow!I need more English songssssZZX!

So,today i went out to study in BK with xuemin.had my lunch there and da pao curry with rice for dinner.I miss talking to people in the middle of the nighhhhhttt!oh yea,short of pictures recently,and i'm too lazy to edit and upload.that's all.

Labels: bandcrazy, bored, comics, xue min

Alright,i'm feeling quite irritated by somebody.Grrr! Even i wanna have a good chat with you is difficult.You complain  my messages are emotionless,then i tried to add in more emotion ,you don't reply my messages.Next time i'm gonna complain more and more than you.wahahas.

Anyway,went out to study with daniel,xuemin and joanne this morning.Sooner or later i'm going nuts,and i can eat nuts.hahas.And i realise many of our school peeps are going there.hahas.Alright,no more extreme driving force,like F1.Slow and steady.

I'm still so irritated by that someone!GRRRRRRRRR!

Labels: bandcrazy, crazy, daniel, joanne, xue min

Hellos,

I'm having a freaking headache now which started mild in the afternoon,and getting simply worst till now.What hell is it.,damn.Talking too much on craps.I guess I gotta find my results slip,couldn't find it after placing it  in my bag.okay.That's so not ridiculous.I

What you may be saying is true,things contradicts.I don't think I have to go along with how someone works,especially something that is so not me.I'm a D,domineering.Be it,this or that.This is how and what happen.I don't need you to be feeling all-those-mixed-feelings together,but I just want you to reflect on what you did.I may be stubborn but I have my own principles,it's not as if one done wrong without reflecting,I could forgive with my hands wide open.That's not my principles.With a sorry that is insincere is equivalent to not
saying sorry.

 

Like what my friends around had been congratulating me about,I've attended school with full attendance of 1 week.I'm proud of that ok?and I miss colleagues of mine at cp,who're always fun to be with.Especially fighting and more gossiping.hahas.that's enough.hahas.

I miss you lots.

Labels: grumpy, headache

Alright,talking about today,was a rather so-so day.Somehow people just isolated herself out of her way,no matter what we do.So,it's best not to bother her and let her carry on isolating herself.She got her rights to do so what.

Somehow people like Mrs Choo should at least do some good stuffs,no wonder her class is always so noisy and no one bothers about her.hahas.Serve her right for having such an evil mouth.

I miss you lahhhhhhhhhhhh.

Labels: emo, school

hellos.

Testing in windows live blogging session.and it works!

Hmms.Come to think of it,bandcrazy is not replying my messages lah!
Anyway,i think having that nice impression in everyone's heart is good,however,some just simply take it for granted.I don't flare up doesn't mean i shut my gap at necessary times.

Seriously,for people who know me well.They always complain that my messages are emotionless,give them a kind of very stern feeling.But i'm always very chatty in front of them.Telling lame jokes like do mock paper to mock at ourselves,etc.When i'm in wrong,i'll admit it, and with one sincere apology from me.It's hard for me to change opinions to things i condemn.I have a very bad attitude,that's something for people who know me really well.

hahas,you hahas,but too bad lah.I don't think i'm in wrong this time .Somehow i find it funny why do people like to fabricate stories and twist facts as they wish to,when in actual fact,it did not happen?PErhaps suffering from hallucination.hahs,yea yea.Oh,have you not hurt someone else's feeling,unknowingly hurt him/her?You can deny that fact,but the hurt had been inflicted on.Yet,you neglect that.Should i say i must care more of your feelings??Then how about mine?What for comparing how pathetic each other can be right now?

You're not even reflecting about what have you done wrong,and with some reason that made me laugh off my ass.Seriously,so what if i used the word fuck on you?You've used it on me too,once.So,want me to help you recall your memory here?hahas,you should know it.And by the way,whenever i bear grudges,that is when people don't say sorry to me and being extremely 'polite' to me.

I've got the right to bear grudges and scold vulgarities when i like!

Okay,thinking about work.

I wonder why the new ones come,the old one goes.It's like the attitude is very different compared to the new ones.they get to learn new stations,while the old ones remain stagnant,not learning stations at all.Especially kitchen.

Not only that,attitudes are very different compared when we first came in.When we first came in,we were like a bunch of shy kids,afraid to ask someone for help but only from our friends,in order not to embarrass ourselves.I last time even don't dare to change schedule can?What time work,then just come can liaos.Even last time ask for drink also don't dare,only until we're familiar with the managers then we ask.



Now,little things also cannot do.Don't like the station just say :i want to learn new things,then manager approve.In the end,everything also cannot do properly.Do lobby, messy.Do fries,down fries.Do runner,just blindly run w/o using eyes.Do counter,just blindly take order,let the runner run until die.Do DK,only know how to slack,everything also don't stock up.So where's the procedure?CYAG?Even if in wrong,also don't want admit oneself mistake.Only know how to bear grudges against other's scoldings,have you ever reflect what have you done wrong?If you said yes,that doesn't convince me alright.When a manager or someone scolds you,there's sure to be a reason behind it.You think people like to scold each other for the sake of scolding meh?In that case, all of those really need to be lock up in IMH for treatment.



Okay,people do suck up to others at times,but to certain people simply by calling others until like real brothers n sisters,makes me shivers.I'm not jealous about it,i've even got a 'father' there lah.ahahs.The question is:do you have to bootlick others to such extend?Reflect if you see this.



And one more thing,when the old bunch of us were new crews,we don't ask for benefits immediately.If manager reward us with something like ice-tea or what,then we take.Only until we're familiar witht them,then we take it.But now,it's different.People get so automated that something call self-service comes in mind.SITUATION CHANGES.



Same goes for people.I believe they'll change,but it's their choices to change for the better or the worse.One thing to suggest:MAybe we could have an exchange programme for CLs and some crews to learn cafe.Isn't that good?Understanding each other's work is a great way to learn difficulties and benefits from each other.

Some classics.hahas.

Labels: mac, recent happenings., work

A very very old thing i should have done.

01: The person who tag/ pass you is?
Xuemin!!

#02: Your relationship with him/ her?
friend

#03: Your five impression of him/ her?
Funny,cheerful,humourous,lame,serious

#04: The most memorable thing he/ she had done for you?
always treat me food.

#05: The most memorable thing he/ she has said to you?
yawns yawns yawns.

#06: If he/ she become your lover, you will?
wha the?I'm straight.

#08: If he/ she became your enemy, you will?
I don't know.

#09: If he/ she became your enemy, the reason will be?
because i'm too nosey and irritating.hahas

#10: The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her is?
make her laugh for some silly jokes.


#11: Your overall impression of him/her is?
funny girl

#12: How you think people around you will feel about you?
Scared at first,don't really like me.

#13: The characters you love of yourself are?
having a nbad mouth.hehes.

#14: On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
I love everything about myself.ahahahas.

#15: The most ideal person you want to be is?
myself lah,then want to be others meh?No style.hohos.

#16: For people who care and like you, say something to them.
Thank you!hahas.


#17: Pass this quiz to first 10 person that you can think of, how they feel about you.
1.Xuemin
2.Nazurah
3.Gobal
4.Hanizar
5.Anand
6.Vella
7.huda
8.Zi yu
9.Joanne
10.JAsper!

#18: Who is no.6 having a relationship with?(Vella)
His girlfriend.LOLS.

#19: Is no.9 a male or female?
JOAnne-female

#20: If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
(Huda and JAsper.)I don't know.Inter-racial relationship?hmms.

#21: What is no. 2 studying about?
(Nazurah)Books,and lots of stuff.

#22: When was the last time you had a chat?
today.I mean who don't talk?

#23: What kind of singer does no.8 like?
(Zi Yu)Mariah Carey


#24: Does no. 1 has any siblings?
(Xuemin)yea,1 elder brother.

#25: Will you woo no.3?
(Gobal)He's married lah,please.

#26: How abt no.7?
(Huda)I'm straight alright.

#27: Is no.4 Single?
(Hanizar) i think so.hmms.


#28: What is the surname of no.5?
(Anand) I don't know

#29: What's the hobby of no.10?
(JASPER)CRAPPING!AAHAS.

#30: Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
(Anand and Joanne)I guess so,don't really know.


#31: Where is no.2 studying at?
(Mustafa Wan NAzurah) chung cheng high yishun.

#32: Talk something casually about no. 1.
(Xuemin) JOker


#33: Where does no.9 live at?
(Joanne) Boon KEng

#34: What colour does no. 4 like?
(Hanizar) Blue.

#35: Are no.5 and no.1 best friend?
(Anand and Xuemin) nope.Ex-collegues.

#36: Does no.1 have any pets?
Nope.

#37: Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
(huda)Maybe in someone's eyes.

Labels: quiz

Okay,somehow i'm immue to certain stuffs,and unknowingly step on someone's nerves w/o realising it.hahas,that's how obtuse i am.

When i lie on my bed last night,i was thinking about my friendships with certain people once.How i could forget them like they never existed,their birthdays somehow meant nothing to me.

I thought of a lot of things.but i'm not in the mood to type it all out.hahas.alright!byes!

Labels: random

Well,what is the world becoming like.Though i do not have the hobby to read news and watch news.However,recently certain headlines do keep repreating over the news,for follow-ups,etc.

First,was the economy crisis that hit america hard.Which led to developing agencies had financial crisis,thus the government had to take over it.Then,the lehman brothers' which is known for it's old signature as a bank which existed applied for bankruptcy.So,how bad is the economy is going to decline even further?Then the other bank,AIG if i'm not wrong,almost had a similar ending as Lehman Brothers.However,that was not meant to happen to them,the american government offered help to the bank to overcome this crisis.And yes,they did at least.And the US econmy eventually revived.The stocks went up instead of crashing down few days back.The Lehman Brothers was sold to Barclays(england investers),many people get to keep their job in Lehman!And the agencies they were sold to other investers too..I didn't really remember about it.

then,China contaminated milk incident affected half-globally.Mainly Asia countries.Well,infants died and some were hospitalized.Eventually,other products like pastes,chocolates,biscuits,etc where this particular brand of milk YILI was used,all stocks were taken down from supermarkets.This incident lead to a certain amount of damage that was done to the farmers,who couldn't sell any milk and had to throw away the milk produced by cows.People had the phobia of drinking milk?i guess so.

So,after much,what is it that will become of the world by 2012,Where christians believed judgement day arrives.Does these incidents could be one of those signs of the coming 2012?Think.

Labels: world

It's the 18th,and goodbye.May my regards be delivered.I'll miss your disturbings definately.

I don't know.Some how,i had a lot in my mind currently.Things that weighs me down,for what i'm doing,for what i need in life.

O' levels.
I've been having this stupid self-dicipline that goes off at times,which made me dread my current situation.I'm afraid of O' levels.I don't know if others of my age is experiencing this problem right now.However,i'm just so tense about this exam that is approaching,especially when teacher stress on it's importance with such strong sentences like:Your O' level certs follow you for life,wherever you go,definately people will see your o' levels cert.Okay,it had an impact on him that sets me go worrying if i can do it.Then i'll start regretting about sec 2,why i didn't do well for EOY exams,then i'll relate that i deserve to be in such class i detest.With so many people whom i consider to be irritants,empty vessels and them being so bossy simply made me hate it even more.Then i'll relate to the matter where i start enjoying the period where i always skip school,and how addictive it is that made me continue till now.Then,i'll relate back to results which i had achieved in sec 3,practically i had last throughout the entire year.It's not shocking,i simply deserve it.then i'll relate to the matter of the form teacher which totally gave me a lousy impression throughout sec 3 year till sec 4,which i realised she actually cared about me even i'm such a eyesore in her eyes.Yes,what a failure in life i am.I'm getting all over paniky because of the o'lvels results that i'm gonna achieved.Am i going to be such a disappointment like i did in Sec 3?I don't know.

I even told my brother this once:You don't be like me,so useless.Must study hard,choose the subjects you like and score well in future,so you can choose which path you want.At least you get to choose,it's better than landing up in choices people don't like.Right?

McDonalds' Job.
I intend to stay on and pursue the position i want.Many people will be like advising me to quit and go for a well-paid job than mcd,but to me the fun of working matters most.Of course,i may be unpopular among people because of my attitude,or due to other reasons.Like others,i have ambitions and goals for this.I don't wanna give up like what i did to St Johns.I've struggled and hanged on,however i let it go at the end.Well,it's my choice.I do regret it,but what can i do?Since it's already the past.might as well leave the regrets behind and do well for other things eh?hahas

your name had the meaning of bliss,happiness and joy.You're always bringing fun to others,now i hope you'll be happy.

Sorry,i hope you could understand.thanks.

Well,life is always full of unexpected things coming up.Alright,something saddening to mention about colleagues of mine.Firstly,one was hit with brain tumour,intially he had constant headaches,which until he couldn't take it.So,he decided to see a doctor and that was after the report came out,he was being diagnosed with a tumour inside in his head.The doctor wasn't confident for the operation as the tumour was somewhere near one of his important nerves.If the operation failed,he would become a vegetable.Yes,not the ones you ate for meals but brain dead.From others,i heard he had been rather alright,his condition still quite stable.But i'm afraid of the worst might happen to him.it might be something predestined in his life,i guess.

Another one who was really a kind and cute man.I couldn't see him for the last few weeks,because he had walked on fire,and his foot was being burned.When he went to renew his work permit,where they did a blood test and etc,he couldn't renew it.As he was diagnosed with TB(tuberculosis),they didn't allow him to renew it.So,he thought that there might be some error in the report,he decided to go back JB and do a blood test.However,the results appear the same.He had really contacted TB.To me,he look seriously fine.He doesn't seem like someone whom had contacted this kind of disease.I'm not gonna shun him if i see him,for he don't deserve it that way.I'm gonna miss him holding the chicken patty while saying he's a vegetarian.I'm gonna miss all those kind of funny things that he do that made me felt so freaked out at times.hahas.I really hope he'll receive medical treatments constantly,as it's a long process for a treatment.Wish him well.

Be it a blessing or misfortune,i hope they'll be blessed.With love from their beloved gods,with love and sincerity from their friends,with their determination to fight with those tiny organisms,may they be blessed with health.

Merry meet and merry part and merry meet again.

Labels: random

ok,I haven't blogged since tuesday.So,it's like 3 days.

alright.During these 3 days,definately school was more of sleeping.I'm really tired out.

On wednesaday,xuemin,lin chao and me went to amkp mcd to study.hohos.Well,i studied alright!Here's some evidence.hehes.







Then on thursday had chem practical,sheesh!Partner with Sin yee to do it.Had 2 beautiful pictures as evidence.







Then today i went to e maths remedial,but after listening to quesitons i needed,i slept till it's finished.Was simply tired out.Maybe it's due to those late night sleeps.Then after that went home and bathed and com-med a lil',bus-ed down to study in BK with xuemin,naz,and huda.hohos.i did studied but was sms-ing bandcrazy throughout the whole day,because out of a sudden i received his sms in the aftnoon during remedial i think.1 word to describe SHOCK!


I'm so in love with ipod nano 8gb and 16gb!I want orangggggeee!!

Oh,anyway i don't know why some people could actually buy something branded stuffs for herself but she is reluctant to return the money she owed others.Seriously,it's not like a few days,it's like already a month.Don't tell me your parents don't give you school allowance,because that totally seemed some U-N-B-E-L-I-V-A-B-L-E.I'm not so obtuse until i don't know what is a lie,alright?You wanted to drag,it's ok.However,i didn't know you were such a thick-skinned person that wanted to drag until the matter slips out of others' mind?You might say i'm wrong,but please go and reflect your actions.It totally makes me sick.

You can spend money like no one's business,but when it comes to things like returnning money you've borrowed ,you seemed so hesistant and reluctant.When i smsed you,you FUCKING DON'T BOTHER TO REPLY.So what are you trying to imply here?For obvious reasons,deliberately trying to avoid the matter?This is your sense of maturity i guess,i really SALUTE you!I see no reason why should you get angry with us when she got someone ,whom you admired and always like to impress, to help her in it.Not that it's absolutely polite in this way to ask for money,but seriously you DON'T deserve it.Thanks for being so damn WELL-MANNERED to NOT reply my messages.

oh ya,one more thing.DON'T EVER FUCKING USED 'OUTCAST' ON ME AGAIN!bye bye to this superficial friendship we've been maintained OH-SO-WELL.

You can ask your friends to spam me or shoot me back via your blog.There is certain tolerance level to each and every single individual,and you've made me fume from previous incidents,this is the last time i'm gonna write about you.GOODBYE!

Labels: bitches, chem, huda, ipod, lin chao, nazurah, tired, xue min

Here to thank ziyu for the teaching!

I haven't been talking to my long ago never talk friend until today.I merely sent a hi to that friend of mine.Really missed him.However,we've been forever arguing the same things over and over again.When will we ever stop arguing about the same topic?hahas,i doubt it'll happen lah.He gave me some things i've never experience in life.It's me who abandon him,and no matter what i do,it is never enough for me to atone my mistakes i've commited and the hurt i've caused.Really,i'm just one selfish girl who likes to think about myself.I've lost the ones that i actually once owned them.Can you believe how shit am i to make a boy cry because of me?He was the one who made me felt safe,and i pushed him away.

Sometimes,i need someone to be there.,always supportive of my decision.At least he'll confort me when i really feel awful.I know i sound desperate,but i really regret that i let go off them before telling them how i felt.hahas.though i may claim that being single is great,however the lonliness felt at times really made me cringe.okay,i really really do sound desperate lah!LOLS.

Just so random.ahahahs

Labels: random

Something hilarious about yesterday's work.

There's a customer who wanted to buy milo.okay,so i asked him to mainstore.Of course,you're not ordering Cafe stuff,so i need to ask him over.then,he was like pointing to the container where we store coffee base.okayy,i was like serving him the main store coffee.It's the same what,you just have to add in coffee mix can already.Then he shouted:"Girl,are you listening to me or not?"

He kept on insisting he wants the coffee base,i was like:'we don't sell this'.Then he said:you don't seem so willing to serve me.Then i was like: no.Then he said he wanted ice cream.He said he wanted double chocolate.I was like double chocolate is ice blended drink.He said ok.I started getting all those ingredients inside it before scopping the ice and milk.When he saw me did that,he asked:where is the double chocolate?Then i have to explain a whole chunk of things to him before continuing to pour the milk in,and it's just one action,and he has to ask me possible not to put the milk into the ice.Of course,without milk it'll be really double chocolate.You get diagnosed with diabetes it's not my problem.Upon that,he left and walked off.

Seriously,i don't know what's wrong with him.Crazy fella.Was pissed off with him for shouting at him.

Oh well,that's all.I waited for jasper leong to finish with Jega the CLDP.GOSH!BOOOORRRREEEEDDD.

I just bought 1 D&G shirt.Wonder how long it'll be.Pray that it'll be very very very fast.IT's more worth it than the ones you buy at NUM.hmms.

Labels: david and goliath, weird

ok,seriously.working had been enjoyable.The least amount of happiness i can derive out of that pathetic amount i actually received.So,let's say work is boring without gopal bitch from 8.30-11.There isn't anyone to bitch around with me or play with me,and to listen to all those juicy gossips.Gosh!

It's been like so long since i saw sulaiman!Kinda miss his humour,being cute at times.Hope to see him soooon!!!Anyway,like i stated earlier on,work was really b.o.r.i.n.g.(ask me why lei.)WHY?Because there's too many new crews nowadays,and i'm the only part time crew working middle shift today.Don't really have a lot of time to interact with the new crews,and i'm feel so bored when no ones talk to me.My mouth needs excerise!

Oh,and somehow chakara scared the hell outta me when i was about to punch out.HE said my counter was short of $9plus plus.HOWEVER,when i counted,it was additional 80cents.He gave me that face lahhhhhhh.and i was like huh?what happen?So,yeah.

Anyway,I miss working with Xuemin,GobalBITCH and the other fellow part time crews!Not leaving out those who made me smile naturally.Somehow,i feel uncomfortable standing beside Nor.Just pure uneasiness.

Another thing!I saw hui wei today.and surprisingly,she looked feminine!Serious!Her dressing is totally different from the past!Aahh,that's what girl's school make wonders.hahas.

anyway,to whom it may concern.CHILLS!Try to manage your anger alright?hehes.

Labels: gopal, hui wei, sulaiman, xue min

UGRH!I'M JUST SO FUCKING PISSED OFF WITH THATBIMBO!

Labels: bitches

Labels: Aaron, bitches, gopal, hanizar, mac, nazurah, pissed, work

okays,i love working in mcd but with certain people there of course.So,in my people-must-in-store-list are:

1.Xuemin
2.Gopal
3.Hanizar.
4.OF course those who made my day happy.
5.Those bright smiles that brighten my days.

Hoho,the top 3 people are always honoured.They are the ones who never failed to stand by me when i'm in trouble,lent me tons of support.Especially Xuemin,who i had got closed within these 2 years,she really helped a lot.She's a real good listener and problem solver!Stay strong,i'm always here as you're here for me!

Gopal,though sometimes bitchy,is quite troubled nowadays with money because his wife's F.I.L problem.Well,bitch!Don't be so stressed up alright?Take care also,he had a really really bad diarrhea.Take care bitch!

Hanizar,always there to make me laugh,of course,he's strong lah!I withness it today.Well,god is just so unfair to bestow the gift of strength to guys.Gosh!Anyway,he's working on thurs!hehes,too bad i'm not working.Anyway,don't keep all matters to your own.Share some troubles with your friends,at least you'll feel better alright??Obstacles in life are always there,of course there will be stress.Having a friend to listen to your woes really help,trust me!Hope you get to see this.hahas.

people who made my day happy regardless of anything.Thanks for making my day.Of course you may not know,but it's we must be polite you know.Thanks!

For someone who always brighten my day with that bubbly smile,who i still didn't see that person today.I guess that person is still on MC.Anyway,i'm missing that smile!See you soon!

Labels: gopal, hanizar, mac, xue min

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seriously,i don't know what i'm doing now in the middle of the night.I have to be up by 11 tomorrow.I think i'm over excited to see someone i haven't seen for long.hahas.Any great ideas to make you sleep?Ahahahahahhahahas!There's a bersek patient here now!hahahs.

The love i had for you has died,the moment i heard the truth.You made me disappointed in you.Don't blame me for being one heartless and disrespectful person here.If you were to,blame on your actions.You're accountable for them.Goodbye!

I have enabled BLOGGER COMMENTS IN HERE!Hallelujah!

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here's 2 cute pictures abt marshmellow!

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