Here to thank ziyu for the teaching!

I haven't been talking to my long ago never talk friend until today.I merely sent a hi to that friend of mine.Really missed him.However,we've been forever arguing the same things over and over again.When will we ever stop arguing about the same topic?hahas,i doubt it'll happen lah.He gave me some things i've never experience in life.It's me who abandon him,and no matter what i do,it is never enough for me to atone my mistakes i've commited and the hurt i've caused.Really,i'm just one selfish girl who likes to think about myself.I've lost the ones that i actually once owned them.Can you believe how shit am i to make a boy cry because of me?He was the one who made me felt safe,and i pushed him away.

Sometimes,i need someone to be there.,always supportive of my decision.At least he'll confort me when i really feel awful.I know i sound desperate,but i really regret that i let go off them before telling them how i felt.hahas.though i may claim that being single is great,however the lonliness felt at times really made me cringe.okay,i really really do sound desperate lah!LOLS.

Just so random.ahahahs

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