1.I going back to work on the 7th and 8th,where i'm only left with 1 paper!Yeah!
2.I'm having sandwich training with mimie,i hope it'll be alright.I mean just like the way with Gopal,where it's fun and enjoyable.
3.I'm going to have long hair,ok,not really looong ones,but yeah,long hair.hahas.
4.I'm already making plans to slim down,where i gained a few sinful KGs during this period,and i'm bend on cutting down extra fats!
5.I'm going out with those ah peks and honqi on the 13th.It's like since long we've went out together,looking forward for this outing esp....WAHAHAAHAS.

That's what i planned to do within this holidays.More upcoming activities.

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When you needed help,you approach me.How about your dearest friends out there?Shouldn't they be like someone whom you choose to approach when help is needed?I'm just wondering here,alright.I'm not someone as essential as them to you,not that i'm inferior of that but definately,it makes me very uncomfortable for the fact that:Since they're your DEAREST friends,why aren't you approaching them?Shouldn't you be doing that?Yes,i've my way to make money,and that is through labour.So what?No big deal,ain't everyone is doing in this country?yea,that includes me.I'm not unwilling to lend you the money you need,but i still have to worry for my daily expenses.Especially i'll have to save and pay for my first module for poly courses.I have my difficulties just like everyone do,and i'm not the bank instant cash cheque ok?I'm not someone who can always withdraw endlessly from the ATM,unless my parents are the bank presidents and i believe you know that.What appearence may seems is deceiving enough.For you,i almost borrowed money from others.I thought to myself:Even if you're unwilling to pay up,take it as a christmas gift from me.You may not believe it,but ask Xuemin if you want.When i asked you how much you need,you just carried on with that explanation there,i already understood why you need the money alright?For god's sake can't you just reply the message directly,instead of saying this:I can ask my mom for help.So,the message you're bringing across is that:I can ask my mom for help,if you reject me.Then why bother to borrow money from me?hah!And i messaged you AGAIN,and you ignored it.DAMN,i don't like people who doesn't reply messages,and that's really a turn off for me ok?

I've tried my best to type this post in such nice and beautiful tone,appreciate it.

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what if one day i find you,and you just went away like others do?

Alright,i'm thinking of going to a church,better still to get baptise.Not that i look down on other religions,but after being into excorcist,and some of my beliefs in life was quite realated.I was thinking,why not?

okay,so actually i've been shooting down papers,and just three weeks more.Of course,I can do it!

So,i've been into Janice Dickinson Modelling Agency,there are cat fights,but most importantly the way the show is carried out where jobs of models are being exposed here.The way things works here and there.PRetty good show!And i'm sad that Stina and TJ had to leave.I was like 'hhuh?Why leave?'.Tj is just so.....Lucky dominic stayed on.hahhas.Anyway,you can catch it on the web.CLICK HERE.

Okay,if i'm not wrong,i'm not gonna celebrate CNY the coming here,either i'll be working,or i'll be overseas on a tour.

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ON hiatus!

okay,so actually i'm sneezing all the way now.I'm thinking of holding a chalet during january,anyone up for it?

Actions determine words,and there you go contradicting it.I see how humourous you're trying to be there.

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okay,so actually i got around few minutes more before watching The exorcists:Beginning.Well,well.Too bad someone is studying now when i just called,which i actually thought of like asking thee to relax.hahas,well studious person.

okay,so actually i'm all so nervous for the coming chemistry paper 3.Oh my god!It's so freaking fast alright?

So,i haven't been talking about this friend of mine like for some time.In fact,i gave her a late called-back today.I guess she knows who she is,and this post is dedicated to her.

In fact,i've never forgotten her existence in this world.Yes,she had been the one who actually tolerated my tantrums in 2005 where jealousy just gets the best out of me.Okay,i was quite elated and at the same time,puzzled why she had called yesterday.So,when i returned her call today,we really had a great chat.

It's been really a long time we had a chat with each other.Yea,caught up with some stuffs,and i could sense that she's really too stressed up for o's.Yea,perhaps i'm just too relaxed but well,i think she just needed some time to relax and forget about o's is here while relaxing.At least it helps.

Though many things happened,however,what has been done cannot be undone unless you reverse time,isn't it?May all grudges be forgotten,and let one friendship here start afresh.thank god for letting me recover this friend of mine,thank god for placing her by my side,and thank god once again to let me learn from her virtues.

Hope she could see this post.*Nevertheless,your photo shall be here!wahahhaas.*

Thanks.
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Actually there's another person who flew back to his country and MIA-ed without telling his pri school friends,and we care for him ok?hhms,if others don't,i DO!hahahs.

I didn't even know he flew off after a few days.Actually,some little things i'll never forget.From primary school,the first time we talked about his dog.You know that kind of sausage dog.YEa,and his sausage dog is very fierce.Whenever there guests,his sausage dog will bark at them.Worst still,even chase the lorry.hahas.cute and silly sausage dog ehs?

i would go and disturb him whenever i like,and he's like very violent when retaliating ok? T.T Imagine how much pain i've suffered?hahas,no lah.Actually,nice memories.hah!

So during sec 2 he transferred to our school.and yea!I was elated lah,though during sec 1 i've seen him a few times at the MRT station EARLY in the morning.So,i think i gave him plasters for his b'day or maybe i didn't?I've forgotten about it.Anyway,yea,but i know during one year when he was still in SG,he wished me happy birthday!Seriously,i was kinda taken aback! TWITS: ii duunnch noe he wil wiissh miie happii b'dae!He even intiate a handshake?Which is unlikely of others wishin me that year!MEMORABLE.and i'm gonna put his UGLY handsome photo here which i koup from facebook.



Well,glad to say i've found him in facebook!YEAHHH!!So,actually i didn't get to talk to him much but i want to talk to him very much ok?Because he suddenly went MIA!and suddenly let me found him.LOLS,like playing hide and seek.Thank god for letting him to be founded once again!

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oh my god!oh my god!I'm having practical tomorrow!Gosh!

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All shall end with a proper goodbye.I do regret not doing that to those who left.

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So,it's graduation day.I'm glad that i had my clique to press on with me.Really glad to.However,while i was in the hall waiting in there to wait for the entire thing to commence,a sudden urge of sadness overwhelmed me.As i saw parents were being escort by other fellow peers,and with them saying hello to their kids,i was actually hoping my family will be here,which i know they aren't.

So,there goes my desired graduation day.I almost cried,but for god's sake,i didn't.hehs.SO,here's some photos.














Since i've been keeping this all along,and we graduate already,Look!This is a picture of me and my ex-boyfriend.PErhaps it may gross you out,however this is a fact :).

Hellos,my dear friends.I guess some of you may make some negative comments from what i've written.Of course,i've no regrets about it.Since it's the graduation day,i guess it's time to voice out what i've want to voice out in those days.You may think that it's worthless.However,i've spent time and money making it,appreciate or not,be it as you decide how much it's worth.HEre are pictures for you guys to look at.

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Alright!I'm super happy now!I wish to see Anand back in centrepoint!I hope he's alright with his healthy body.oh my god!!I miss his disturbings,his smile,his everything!hahas!Gosh,i'll pray for him,at least god wasn't that unfair.He once took his 'health' and job away,now he gave him hope to be 'recovered'.I really hope god would be able to give him what we wished for him.I was like:'i miss you a lot!'.I want him to be back,and may he be blessed with that simple wish from his colleagues like me!hahas!I'll be having long hair.hees!

I hope to see him really really really SOON!

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So,what if i'm gonna die one day?I was actually planning what to do.If i'm down with some type of sickness like cancer,or some other weird/unusal illnesses,i would not consider treatments,yea i know it's dramatic.I think dying the most natural way,is the best.

Things i would first do,was to thank and treat all those who cared for me these years.Definately credits goes to my mom and my friends who had been giving me support all these years.

Then,i would go straight to find people who pisses off me these days and give them a good tight slap,then walk away leaving them speechless.They deserve it for stepping onto my nerves.Especially XXX,no point dying without helping myself as well as others to revenge for what thee said.Don't think a tiger doesn't roars,it is an ill cat okay?!

then i would go on crazy shopping for feminie clothes,for people to look at me the feminie way.hahas,let their eyes shock till drop.Okay,i know it's exaggerating lah,but still yea.Something i wish to do before i die.

Travel around the world till i die.That's all.simple wishes ehs?

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ok,about today.I woke up at 2 plus in the afternoon and studied a little while,and slacked till i was being called to help out in closing.So,me and xuemin met up and reach CP at around 9.

XXX was unhappy to see us,because we ruined thee plans for getting OT!and i don't know why thee stubbornly stayed there till morning.CRAPS!So what if we come and it's of no use of help to you guys?as if you're useful at first.Everyone here is to learn,what sort of comment you're giving now,you'll get what kind of treatment you deserve.Okay,i'm in no right to talk about this,HOWEVER,if you're not happy with us,don't use others as your tools to force your way through,using other languages to complain to others.You're pro in other languages i don't know but talking about english you definately SUCK at it!!hHAHA!I'M MOCKING AT YOUR RETARDED ENGLISH!!I don't know why thee stayed there to do FL?Perhaps protesting,but please,it's simply too....By staying after (you) doing some unnecessary actions,is already a form of us protesting!and there goes your dignity being crushed!You deserve it,Bimbolic XXX!

Oh yea,when we reach store,i was taken aback!Lin Moi doing runner!Really shocking alright?!and DK,was in a huge mess,don't know which fella did it,thanks for doing up such artwork before leaving.Before you leave a station,it's like common sense to clean up and stock up before handling over to others or punch out.So irresponsible.Almost let the machine auto-heat.I think that person don't know what is the meaning of stock up,i guess.Everything also down.If don't know how to stock up,then use mouth ask,that's the function of a mouth.Or else you're neglecting your mouth.Don't know what the person is doing,slack until so hiong,everything use le,don't stock up.after that let the next crew who's taking over die.

Alright,so me and xuemin helped to close lobby with the help of gobinut!He's a great guy!JEga was actually saboing both of us...and bitchy gopal helped him.Auntie Geok Hua's mee or rice is forever so nice!Overall it's fun and nice!I'm hungry now.Waiting for MCD delivery to open breakfast then i'll place my order immediately.hehs.I'm having a mean mouth these days,well can't blame me as there's too many bitchy stuffs to talk about.hahas.

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Well well,talk about today.I had to settle some things at home,so i'm unable to go with those guys to visit nazurah for slmt hari raya!Sorry,i'll come one day.and yea,i went straight away directly after that.

So,work was actually enjoyable for me as usual.Somehow,the old feeling is back when i stayed with them till around 1 in the morning,of course not with XXX there.the feeling is just nice.

ok,talking about work,XXX was actually telling me this and that.And I'm wondering,does she know how bad she is,in terms of working attitude?I mean she's always talking about other's flaws,but what about her?Befriend with people who benefits her.That's what i think!LEECH!She think people like her so much for god's sake.hahas.

WAKE UP!

So,i just walked around the kitchen to acutally take photos with people who're working.Of course,i think i look mature compare to the past.Gopal was actually asking me whether i'm leaving MCD,because the feeling i gave was actually taking last photo with them.BUT,i'm staying in MCD!hehes.Here's some photos!

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ok.Talking about saturday,make me experienced many types of emotion in one go.I was like'oh my god',practically all day long.So,i studied at MCDcentrepoint on the 3oth in the evening till 1st Oct.Mind mind,my anger had been dispersed to somewhere which i'm not gonna tell you.hahas.



Anyway,today's the last day,so yea.We took group photos,of course the class is still as hot as ever,or am i getting fatter?Nevermind about that -.-''So,yea end of the day i took photos with most people who're present in the class.This is the group photo that we spent much effort in taking it,and me editing it.Memories of being in 4e with these lovely people.Some who love demoralising me and made me felt like shit at times,while some like to praise how good am i.Of course,regardless of what,i still thank them for everything.Thanks for the memories,guys!

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