It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight |
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Monday, October 27, 2008, 10:00 PM
When you needed help,you approach me.How about your dearest friends out there?Shouldn't they be like someone whom you choose to approach when help is needed?I'm just wondering here,alright.I'm not someone as essential as them to you,not that i'm inferior of that but definately,it makes me very uncomfortable for the fact that:Since they're your DEAREST friends,why aren't you approaching them?Shouldn't you be doing that?Yes,i've my way to make money,and that is through labour.So what?No big deal,ain't everyone is doing in this country?yea,that includes me.I'm not unwilling to lend you the money you need,but i still have to worry for my daily expenses.Especially i'll have to save and pay for my first module for poly courses.I have my difficulties just like everyone do,and i'm not the bank instant cash cheque ok?I'm not someone who can always withdraw endlessly from the ATM,unless my parents are the bank presidents and i believe you know that.What appearence may seems is deceiving enough.For you,i almost borrowed money from others.I thought to myself:Even if you're unwilling to pay up,take it as a christmas gift from me.You may not believe it,but ask Xuemin if you want.When i asked you how much you need,you just carried on with that explanation there,i already understood why you need the money alright?For god's sake can't you just reply the message directly,instead of saying this:I can ask my mom for help.So,the message you're bringing across is that:I can ask my mom for help,if you reject me.Then why bother to borrow money from me?hah!And i messaged you AGAIN,and you ignored it.DAMN,i don't like people who doesn't reply messages,and that's really a turn off for me ok? I've tried my best to type this post in such nice and beautiful tone,appreciate it. Labels: pissed |