okay,talking about life nowadays is just so TIRING!I got to wake up early morning around 5.30 and prepare myself for the course and sleep in the late night to iron the uniform.Then i would drag myself to the course itself.The first and second day i was quite ok with it.However,on the third,it's where i got the shoutings from XXXXX lew.

The sight of him just made me cringe like hell after that.I could actually tremble like some crazy upon seeing him,though just distance away.It's ridiculous i know,but well it just couldn't be helped.The phyhchological effects yah?Okay,so he screamed flat on my face,and i was so damn nervous for my footdrill,plus all those nervous panic attack and there goes my footdrill.What hell.

The next day,i wasn't feeling too good,thus i decided to seek a doctor for advise.Well,who could be well when you felt like puking almost everyday,no apprtitde no matter how appetising the food is.and worst,you couldn't even rest or sleep in class and had to keep both heavy eyelids open due to lack of sleep.So,i went to consult a doctor,and he said i was under stress,lack of sleep etc etc./yeah,so finally i get to rest really well.

Not until i saw XXXXX again,and the sight of him just made me......(Fill in the apporiate words).PErhaps i'm too sensative or what,but when i was learning tying knots,i guessed he noticed i was shivering and asked to turn up the temperature of the air con?Maybe,i'm just thinking too much.I don't even know what's up in his mind anyway.Well,he's someone i think had some emotional strings going on,just made me curious about him?I don't know,but the thing i must remember:he's not friendly.

Yeah,so after today the POC,i didn't stayed on for a photo shooting,because i didn't want to.As someone insignificant as i am,i don't want to make myself so visible at times,that's what i thought.So,after the so call lunch which is somewhere around 11 plus,i just went off and took train to somerset.On the way to work was like so malu.

I was actually sleeping when i almost leaned onto the old lady seating on my right,and she was really a nice lady in fact.She asked if i'm too tired after working and didn't mind what i did to her.The other was that when i crossed my boots,i accidentally hit onto her claves or her feet,i was like kinda drownsy,and she didn't mind.Before i left,i even said sorry to her.Imagine in one day is like super duper malu.

So,i punched in early.and you know what?I was super duper tired.I almost slept during working hours,it's gossiping that kept me going on.Of course,i'm not that obtuse to talk about what i gossiped lah.Then some fagging pendek keep on scolding wang rui for no reason,and i'm just pissed off.He kept on coming to our area and make stupid comments as if he's the crew leader.Simply pisses me off can?And he kepy on scolding wang rui for no good reason.What right do he have to interfere and scold people.Com'on lah SHORTY!LIKE YOU WILL PROMOTE!

PEople commented i was really happy working today.May good days last long,whereas CLT course don't arrive soon.

I dunnccchh liikke trouubllesoommme pppeeepppo.GRRR!

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