Alright,I was so nervous about the posting today and i slept damn late last night,and then i woke up around 5 plus nearing to 6 to wait for the sms of posting,and finally!I was so #$$%%@##$#%$%,i got my first choice!Whees.

I'm so gonna love Maritime Transportation Management!Oh my god!Hoope i get to have a good year!

Whhessss!!

WHOEVER GOT INTO MARITIME TRANSPORTATION MANAGEMENT,PLEASE LEAVE DOWN A COMMENT OR TELL ME!!!

hahas,i got my watch!I bought it.This time is puma,not Levis.Frankly speaking,i regret getting the Levis one,because there are imitations everywhere and many asked me if i was wearing the authentic one,it's like so...That's why now i got a puma watch!It's like my previous specs,the black and red!HAHAS!.Got time then i take photo of it.Plus,it's touch screen.However,it's kinda vunerable,so have to be careful with it.

So i was like figuring hwo to switch modes for like half an hour ago,and finally i figured out!It was like...urrggghhh!Tough!I almost smashed the watch,but thinking how vunerable and how much i spent on it,i decided to continue solving the mystery of my watch.Gosh!

Tomorrow going back to unit for activity,maybe i should get a haircut before that?I don't know leiiiii...

Labels: ncdcc, watch

So much being a brother of his.Simply stand there feigning ignorance as if you know nothing when you're the main cause of the entire thing.

Labels: pissed

Thanks for giving me such WONDERFUL experience for the SECOND day of CNY.

Firstly,thanks for asking someone to punch in when you thought i wasn't coming.I wonder how later cafe is going to die.HAHS!I know i shouldn't gloat, but it really serves him right.Well,what can i say?HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS.

Secondly,thanks for offering me that 4 hours of job,which i bloody don't give a care after being effed by some UNBELIVABLE person.Oh well,if you're the one,would you give a damn bloody care after being effed?Not for me,i'm not a STAR.

Thirdly,thanks for being so damn CARING and SWEET. pui!I'm so damn TOUCHED,like real.Where did your guts go after effing me?HAHS!

Last but not least,I'm NOT SICK.

Well,if you're unhappy upon seeing my post,and i do know you'll read this,simply press the X at your top right hand corner.That's your problem for being unhappy,none of mine.

I'm still damn bloody pissed,and i wonder why did i cry the hell out it when i know that he's someone so inhumane already.For god's sake,i realised how stupid i am.What a good way to start off with CNY..

Labels: CNY, pissed

Alright,life hasn't been great for me,especially i'm damn lacking of sleep and sneezing like hell away.oh my god!I'm now suffering from headache can?

Posting of school would be on friday,pray that i would go into Marinetime studies.

I'm sad that my husband had someone in mind?hmmms...hahas,i'm still single alright?hehs.anyway,i do miss you.

I miss you.

Hellos,i'm here at joanne's house.Notification to collect no.3 is here!yays!i'm happy to get it soon,this thurs shall be my big day for everything!I'll get my no.3 uniform and first time seeing the cadets.

May god bless me that everything would run smoothly ;)

Labels: joanne, ncdcc

There are many WHAT IFs and I DON'T KNOWs currently for my life.

1.What if i don't get into SP (MARITIME TRANSPORTATION MANAGEMENT or MARINE ENGINEERING )?Too many people are like going there?I'm afraid.

2.I don't know whether it's the right time to get myself involved in a relationship,which the previous one end up like some disaster.It's too fast,i know.But,am i mentally prepared for one again?

3.I don't know whether to stay on with this job.Somehow it seem crap to me.I'm sick with the people who once arouse me with their great personality,makes me want to hang out with them.Their actions really make me felt disgusted,their words made me cringe at their ugliness of human.This is the real society,i know.It's just....I'm speechless.

4.I don't know what i'm living for.The existence of mine is just a minor subject to the round thing we call it 'the EARTH'!Wow!People around me were so inspired by one thing or another.They were so excited when they told me regarding it and there they go 'hey,i was like so .......' and on they go.I would there daydreaming (mostly)about how life would end,what are the factors that would be present,a good goodbye bid?I don't know.When people ask me to be careful when I jaywalk,i don't seemed to care compared to the past.Death is just nothing,what lurks behind the cause of danger is huamnity.IT's something whereby black and white doesn't exist,only grey do.Can you be a good guy forever?

If life is like shit to you,compare to those whose lives are worst than yours.and at least,i get to be fed and has a house to stay in,like a puppet being pampered.Hahs,how well life is?

Labels: random

okay,i've submitted my choices just now!pretty good.another task clear!Whees!

and i caught up with someone who was almost once ____,this is for me to know,for you to find out.We manage to actually talk properly and even joke with each other.hahas!Super happy!

I want to go kayaking again!become more tan!Of course,not like some black racist guy lah!I'm not racist ok?*looks with innoncent eyes* hahas!

oh yea,something to complain about!I got a lot of bruises,especially the one on my lower right limb.Here's a picture of it.


ok,goodbye.I'm gonna sleep.Planning to go kayaking for the 2nd day of the course.Just play play one will do.Nasrul remember to ask!Else i put your picture here!hahas!

Labels: kayaking, nasrul, recent happenings.

Well,i was wondering why some fucking people just make me damn piss off.

He think he's a manager,but he's just a FUCKINGsecond ASSt,doesn't make me respect you.You even slept during your shift,and let your people die outside,i wonder what kind of FUCKING GOOD manager are you?RACIST BLACK & BIAS manager!

and as a SHIFT LEADER,so what if you think you're gonna promote to a manager?You're just another normal worker to the company,and after promotion,you're just one FUCKING DOG!I thought you're someone whom i can trust,someone who won't stoop so low to get what you desire.However,you FUCKING just backstabbed me like hell behind my back,and you even said i'll backstab you?!What fuck is this?You're the one who started everything,trying to impress everyone,thinking you're damn commited.PUI!Now,one is down,and chances of getting that FUCKING promotion is damn high.What for to act as if everyone is your bloody FUCKING friends and backstabbed them in front of the FUCKING BLACK manager who is so damn racist against chinese?!No point trying to FUCKING impress him because he's just like you.Another DOG for the company.May god bless you do not get your FUCKING promotion and let you automatic resign during MARCH!EFFKER!

Labels: pissed

alright,finally the music is being faced!I'm so glad i did well for some subjects which i expected to get C for it!Especially for A maths, English and c.humanities!I expected just a C6 for them.Surprisingly,i got B3,B3 and B4 for these subs!Totally unexpected!And what i expected for E maths was around there.IT's just a turn-off to see that fagging result of that subject.And due to UNFORSEEN CIRCUMSTANCES,I FAILED my higher chinese.I also don't know why.hahs!

And to thank my beloved teachers who helped and did not give up on me when i was rebellious and stubborn at a certain period.Thanks!

Alright,now i'm just so damn confused over the meaning of L1R4+CCA.It's like so bloody weird.Gonna find out tomorrow,if i have the time..Hopefully ;l

I broke off with Mr Chua just a while ago.I just felt a little sad,and nothing else.Lucky there's not much commitment i had in this relationship,else i'll cry like nobody business.IT's just a pity,however it's still the best that we did not drag on with this relationship.Else both of us will be nowehere near happiness.If you're that kpo to know what happen,just ask me (:

Oh yea,i'm considering whether to sign on to army after tearsury education.It's like the course i'm taking would be fully subsidized if i sign on but on the condition that i fulfil a 4 year bond as a specialist..The offer is like so damn tempting,God!

I guess later on,i'm gonna check out my schedule tml,so that i can go back to school and ask regarding that L1R4+CCA thingy!yeah,that's all.Goodbyes!

Labels: confused, him, o'lvls, thanks

I'm super tired today!

So,indeed i was a little crazy to pick up fight with someone,however just made me feel shuang!LOLS.It's crazy looking up unwanted troubles and scoldings,i know.So,i thought i was kinda crazy to do that.Well,what is done cannot be undone unless you reverse time.However,looking back at the scene just makes me laugh.Okay,i know it's pretty evil to laugh at someone who was being 'bullied' by me and cried because of that,but sad to say,i do really find it real funny.

Okay,work is just like the repeatition of every other day.It's just become more boring when less interesting people work.yea.

And a great big thanks to jasper who's always there to help me advertise the same old thing,and being sacarstic with his thank you.Yea,and to make up for the previous post,because i left him out.hahs!Congrats to him and may he pass the interview!CheerS!

Labels: jasper, mac, work

Pardon me for the lack of posts recently.I'm just tried out after working graveyard on the 31/12/08,and morning 10am on 1/1/09.

Looking back at 2008,i really achieved a lot.Seriously,I had a lot of my 'first time' experiences,i had my ups and downs.Most importantly,i started to think like a young adult and be sensative to others feelings at time.For people who know me,they know i'm really like some mad car driver,very reckless and tactless verbally and physically towards people.

Well,worth to mention something,at least i learn to think like an adult.Okay,let's say onlt at times.

A thank you to those who have crossed my paths in life.

During year 2008,i've realised why i've been that stupid to neglect my studies at crucial periods.I've tried to hang on,with the help my closest friends there.They encouraged me when i had problems,cheer me up,and gave me the motivation to move on.Xuemin,Nazurah,Sin Yee and the clique.

OF course,there are some unsaid words to some friends out there like hon qi,jun fei,clement.I hope they'll catch it here.

First to start with,Xuemin!
She's a very good listener,as always!When i'm angry,her ears will be bombarded by me.hahas.Something to be really frank,she's the first person to let me express myfeelings frankly.She definately brighten my day!I'm really glad that you're always there to stay in contact with me no matter what.You're a super sweet friend!May our friendship last long!

Up next,Nazurah.
She's a very good friend to be with.Encourage throughout my journey.She's always there to make me feel good when i''m super sad.OKay,but being with her,somehow makes me reflect my first impression i gave people.She's always so logical towards handling stuff,perhaps it's me who gets too emotional at times.Well,i'm one sensative person,at times.hahs!Thanks!

Sin Yee.
Though a bit naggy at times,she showed care and motivate the crucial period.Of course,there may be some bits of ups and downs in our friendship,however,you're really a goof friend of mine!CHERISHED!

Clique
I hope you guys soar in whatever you do.Your abilites varies individually,and definately you're able to reach the stars with proper guidiance along the way.May this coming year be more interesting and enjoyable compared to the previous year which left us many beautiful memories.

Mr chua
you've re-entered my life once again.I hope this time it will worth my time and dedications i've made.I've never made some commitments in my relationship history,you're the first.I don't want a bad ending.I'm glad we managed to clear up the misunderstanding before 2008 ends.ilu.

Hon qi
We've haven't been speaking much like the past.A friendship which was once broken is hard to be mend like once again.Thanks for those wonderful memories,and of course the motivation that made me press on throughout my CLT course.I doubt you know that,right?hahas.

Jun Fei & Clement
2 ah peks who are leacherous.Well,i hope you guys achieve your desired goals in life,may you lead and reach to your goals.You guys have been great talking patners in the middle of the night.Thanks!

SJAB YEAR 4s 2008 & CLT 4th Batch CLT & Joanne
May everyone achieve their desired goals and soar!

MYself:
I'm waiting for pay to be out to buy a new bag.Zinc bags sucks,doesnt' last long.Plus some clothes,and to go out with Mr chuaa.Loves!

Labels: clement, joanne, jun fei, long wei, nazurah, sin yee, St john, xue min