It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight |
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Tuesday, February 24, 2009, 9:50 PM
Okay,several updates here. JASPER BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION Ok,so we managed to surprise him!Whhes!So let the pictures talk. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() . I'm reading a chinese novel recently named 相亲以后.Pretty interesting.Talking about how a 27 year old woman,who actually seeked for love,and on the way she actually found something elses. I find this quote very interesting. I believe if love has come,i'm willing to commit myself into it.Be it sweet or tough,that's what makes love so near yet so far.Not many experience it for the time being,but i believe it'll happen to me and people around!CheerS! Labels: jasper
Friday, February 20, 2009, 9:47 PM
ok,3 cheers! i finally received my SP enrollment package!3 cheers!but i was damn gundo regarding the Finance stuff,and tell you something,i was stucked at that page for nearly 1 hour when the entire seurvey should be done about 45 mins.I'm only at the like 2nd section and cost me 1 hour!how sad can that be? Ok,as promised,MR Victor Khoo's photo will be up here!Muahahha! ![]() He got that white shirt,i don't have ;( boohoo!Hmm,next time i'll go take the L1 instructor course,like that i can quit mac liao!hurray!Easy money!Anyway,girls wanted to be his dearest gf!HAH!I bet he'll kill me when he sees this :x I need to collect my enrollment stuff and etc on the 12th MArch 2.45pm @ SP.Say yay to no more EX bus fare!Say yay again to individual student pass!YAAYAAAYA!I'm happy!Finally!
Thursday, February 19, 2009, 12:16 AM
I don't know what to do in the middle of night whereby i'm sleepless.ok,so just to post about any random thing inside my head. Ok,so i was actually came across this website http://www.urbandictionary.com/ through a tagnote of a friend of mine(I don't think i know that person anyway,LOL!).and i went to search my name and this is the result of my name. Michal 1. A usually failed attempt in which to seduce a female. 2. A popular European condom. 3. A female Gazelle's reproductive organs. 4. A common Polish name originated from the American Word "Jackass." 1. Look at that nerd, he just pulled off a michal and got rejected. 2. Are you sure your using protection? I won't use anything except Michal. 3. At the Science Lab, doctors are studying the Gazelle's Michals. like holy crapp!Popular brand of a condom eh!and do i seduce ladies for god's sake?!HAHA!I'm not attracted to ladies alright?I'm still the normal,slightly bitchy,and oh so damn noisy Michal ;) Okay,let's talk about serious stuff here.Recently there's this friend of mine who is being damn god funny.Okay,i'm going to type out the damn fag story out,and DO NOT be INFLUENCED by me POV,and!and!and!DO NOT complain,but comment ;)I'll name this friend A. A was bugging my friend for a present since christmas last year,and my friend did not get sth for A,so she bugged him till now and recently,which is like after christmas.Okay,this is the part where A irritate me most,A likes to complain and makes comparison between me and A in front of my friend. Eg: A:why she can do this,but i cannot. F:*speechless and stunt by her reaction* Ok,so fine.This friend of mine is damn close with me,so sometimes we'll get to hold each other hands while in the mrt sitting down,or lie on each other shoulder because too exhausted after work.However,we're just plain friends,i keep a distance with this friend.For MRT route,I would alight first,then A,then my friend.So,A would go and tell the hell lots of stuff regarding me and doing comparisons in front of my friend. So,there's one time,i was telling my the other collegue regarding the bugging of present issue,because A still owe my colleugue money for being so stingy after losing a pen and insisted my collegue to pay her for it.OMG!How much can a pen cost?My collegue gave her a note,and expected a change.However,A did not return the money until NOW,okay? So,i didn't realise A was standing behind me,and i talked about it damn loud,and laughed at her,and after that,she went to complain to my friend.I know it's my fault for laughing at A,but i didn't apologized.So,later on that day,after i alighted,A wanted to be somewhat closer to my friend and did some stuff. Then one day A wanted my friend's contact,and she approached the other friend of mine,let's name her B.So A asked B for my friend's contact.I thought it was B who wanted my friend's contact,and god!i just found out the truth that it was A who wanted it. me:Why A don't want to ask me? B:A say got misunderstanding with you. I was like err,when did we have this fucking invisible misunderstanding,and i think A had some bloody issues with me or what.A complains to my friend about me,and try to do some irksome actions with my friend,and now claims to have an issue with me.Perhaps A is still stuck somewhere back where i laughed at her acts,but somehow i don't give a care about what A is thinking and doing.HOWEVER,A is greatly harassing my friend for god sake!perhaps A is damn obsessed with my friend,idk.But whatever it is,I'm just irritated that she speaks ill of me and doing unnecessary stuff behind my back!A is damn bitch with an innocent facE! Labels: bitches, pissed, random
Tuesday, February 17, 2009, 10:45 PM
Bonjour people!HAppy Valentine Day! Had Valentine's day celebration with many many people!okay,not that i'm a flirt,however i was having the kayaking expedition @ Changi Adventure Coast Centre.Ok,i kayaked there but then i did not kayak back,mainly i'm lazy lah.Ok,simple as that. So,my Valentine day started off with meeting victor early in the morning,and i felt like god damn sleepy.and then trained till there,and talking about my unit ;)okay,so i got ferrero roche and toblerone from dearest chew pheng!heh! After the entire kayaking expedition,me chew pheng,victor and CHOW jin hui with felicia and elizabeth went to makan-ed at parkway parade.and hehs,someone is progressing damn fast can?HAHAHAAHHAHA! okay,so here's a picture of the kayaking expedition ;) ![]() Labels: chew pheng, jin hui, kayaking, victor
Friday, February 13, 2009, 11:58 PM
Saturday, February 07, 2009, 9:44 PM
So,i think i need sleep.and i felt my temperature was going up and down.I'm not having dengue by the way ;) So,it's like pretty hectic in the morning.However,everything was quite alright after that.I'm tired!and i screamed like some ah siao can?Whatever!I finally get to see Lina today!and most probably next week thurs too,hahas :)Gonna see chew pheng only next week sat ;(,but then it's better than not seeing her ;)!YJ perhaps on the CLT meeting would be seeing her! Xuemin,havent' been working with you!Miss you like some ah siao!!hahas ;)Hope to see you soon ;) I miss these girls! Labels: Adventure finale, chew pheng, lina, xue min, YJ Oh yeaH!I can go to Adventure finale tomorrow!Whheees!Damn happy!Further more,Lina and Nasrul would be going!Double yayyysss!I'm happy~~lalalalal~~ okay,so today i went to WO promotion,my feet bloody hurt like hell can.BLISTERS!FAG it!Alright,mainly just helped here and there.Hahs,and some NS men pissed me off.I was giving them that roll eyes thing.Okay,i know it's stupid,but i couldn't resist doing so.When it's nearly to the end of the ceremony whereby the parents or OC of the WO was donning on their ranks,i was actually thinking if one day my any one of my NLS kids would be able to achieve this rank. I know some of you guys may be asking me to dream on,however,nothing is impossible. ;) I guess that's all for my post!Cheers! To..........., I want a proper goodbye to be bid,and things i've been longing to tell.How much your effort was appreciated by me.How i find you're damn sacarstic and hilarious at times ;)The key now,is just the courage i needed to muster up,and tell you how i felt.How thankful i am.Whatever it is,i want to bid a proper goodbye to you.
Thursday, February 05, 2009, 2:03 AM
![]() Ok,i'm gonna get so packed up with my Schedule and stuff.I damn don't feel like working can? Okay,So,i'm gonna have a Adventure Finale on Saturday,which is still uncertain until someone come and replace mys shift!I so don't feel like working,most probably i'll no show?Then on the 14th of feb i'll be attending Kayaking Expedition,my NLS kids will be coming too.There's also a CLT meeting on 12th feb which is right after my activity.Guess i'll be tired out.Definately?I'm also attending the W/O promotion,helping out mainly. Alright,so overall schedule will be: 5th feb (thu) NCDCC training @ NLS 6th feb (Fri) W/O promotion (cafe meeting which i'm not planning to turn up) 7th feb (Sat) Adventure Finale! 12th feb (Thu) NCDCC training @ NLS,CLT meeting 14th feb (Sat) Kayaking Expedition ---------------------------------------------------------------------- ![]() Okay,had some random shopping after getting pay!YEah!!I bought some sports related clothing.A reebok shorts,a reebok sports bra,and a nike shirt.From next week on,hopefully i get to have the entire week off which i'll be damn elated,i will be going jogging the entire week.I need to cut fats,especially the lower body fats. After talking so much,i havent' been posting much about my life recently.New year ahead,new plans.So i've gotten into my course,finally i could offically throw away Chung Cheng uniform!3 cheers!Okay,before getting my results,i was so afraid that i could not pass those basic subjects,especially for both my prelims i couldn't acheive any grades higher than C.Imagine how desperate i was at that time?Seeing the results and posting were just a relieve to me. I wasn't actually serious about taking Maritime Studies at all,it was just pure uniquesness i tend to enjoy.Where people don't fight over courses like these,and they would give you those kind of expression like : whoa!Tough course you also want to go?hahs,stupid reason,i can say.Then,while choosing my course,i start to consider my career path,and i thought why not choose Maritime Studies and then,sign on to Navy or to some company,and then further studies and get a Degree back,so on and so forth.Due to my personality,and something familiar like uniform group,i had my decision made. I know it's a bit silly to be thinking about my entry to a university(regardless of local or overseas)now.However,i do hope that i don't disappoint my mom,who had been mentally tortured by me during the depression period of o levels,financially supported me.Hahs,i'm proud to announce that i'm saving money for my university studies currently.Slowly building up,that's why i sadly need to face a NICE and CARING boss like Louise,who taught me how to APPRECAITE the ART of MANAGING LABOUR. and of course,to give my NLS kids a motivation,where everything is possible for them.Even going to ITE,is also a future for them.Rather than letting them stray outside and be the future-to-be ah bengs and ah lians,right?Though some came UNWILLIGLY because they want to go to ITE badly,whereby achieving a good CCA point is a must criteria in their ITE admission.I do hope that during their stay in NLS NCDCC,they might pick up/learn something useful.Not talking about the necessary CD skills and knowledge,but lifetime skills (eg,HR skill) they could pick up.They're not someone to mess with practically,they're not mentally unstable kids.They're just normal kids,it's just that they are late bloomers.Definately,i myself do believe that late bloomers achieve more than normal ones.God favours his kids,especially those we aren't that bright.If one day they were to say a thank you,i'll be touched like hell,i guess;)I know it may not be easy to achieve my target,and i've been warned by a few how tough it is to take up this responsibilty,but i do hope it would be fruitful ;) Definately,i do heard some terrible critism about NLS itself from some people.However,have you thought that the holy task of changing their lives,is not as easy as it seems?It's something you'll never be able to achieve in a short time.Patience is essential,nevertheless endless encouragements and motivation keeps them going on.That's why i find NLS teachers noble ;) Recent thoughts!I know it's loonnnggg.but i ain't able to sleep even it's 3.08am.GOSH! Labels: current thiinkings., ncdcc, random, sleepless
Tuesday, February 03, 2009, 11:48 PM
Bought some bottoms with mum shopping and i got a levis jeans.alright,it's the last day of the promomtion,well so i just get it.I need some polo tees and tops! Working tomorrow at 2.Sian.
Monday, February 02, 2009, 11:48 PM
![]() I'm damn pissed off with SMRT and bus services.IT's like what the hell can?!Why poly students cannot extend concession pass but only JC people could?!IT's totally not fair for us!Somemore i have to wait until april then i could get it.Imagine how much my does my transportation cost? around $4,or maybe more.Damn expensive can?!1 month $120+++.That company doesn't even allow me to buy concession?!FUCK IT! Alright,i found someone who has the same course with me but it's like duhhhh.Like what victor say,pray hard that i dont' get into same class with her.and not many are going for adventure finale?hmmmmmmsss. I'm going back tomorrow to help out in St John tml.May there be miracle ;) SIAN,PAY havent come!! Labels: ncdcc, pay, pissed, St john
Sunday, February 01, 2009, 12:57 AM
when i thought i was mature enough to handle things,somehow it shows that i'm way too childish.I thought,i thought,i thought.. Too much i thoughts,sometimes it's too overloading that i've cancelled out i thought and coin out some nonsensical new word. If i could turn back time,definately i wouldn't let him slip off.I shouldn't spite him off just like that.However,things just happen.He's gone.Hope everything goes smoothly for him,at least that's what i could do at this very moment. In fact,something i just recalled just let me laughed off my ass.I know this may be very offensive,however,it just meant for laughing purpose.Or maybe for mine laughing purpose.HAHS.When i was in Primary 3,i was aspire to get into RGS,i thought it was cool.How ignorant can i be at then?HAHS!But when i was in Primary 6,i just wanted to get into any school but not with low COP.It definately make me look xia suay in some lousy school uniform,and unfortunately i got into chung cheng. Then when i was in Sec 1,i felt more superior while standing beside pri school kids!Haahs,how ignorant am i?Then i took the bloody noob photo because it's required by the photographer,and till now,i still can't forget how i look like.Damn silly lah.I looked up to my seniors in sec 3,,andthinking how cool it is to be in Sec 3.When i was in Sec 3,i felt so lousy in that class i felt like quitting school for god's sake.School was just a total disaster.grades dropped,everything just blew.CCA doesn't appeal to me that much anymore.Sec 4,i decided to work hard,i tried improving on my attendance,but some time i still poned school(need a break from the hammering etc).i tried to catch up with some stuff (not science!),I felt depressed most of the time(get emo out of sudden?).Especially the period when o' levels is arriving,i binged and gained a few sinful kgs.And Auntie Geok Lian said i gained wieght in front of a lot of people.What hell? hahs,and here am i now,starting afresh!Away from my sec school life,going on to poly!!May MTM be interesting! |