when i thought i was mature enough to handle things,somehow it shows that i'm way too childish.I thought,i thought,i thought..

Too much i thoughts,sometimes it's too overloading that i've cancelled out i thought and coin out some nonsensical new word.

If i could turn back time,definately i wouldn't let him slip off.I shouldn't spite him off just like that.However,things just happen.He's gone.Hope everything goes smoothly for him,at least that's what i could do at this very moment.

In fact,something i just recalled just let me laughed off my ass.I know this may be very offensive,however,it just meant for laughing purpose.Or maybe for mine laughing purpose.HAHS.When i was in Primary 3,i was aspire to get into RGS,i thought it was cool.How ignorant can i be at then?HAHS!But when i was in Primary 6,i just wanted to get into any school but not with low COP.It definately make me look xia suay in some lousy school uniform,and unfortunately i got into chung cheng.

Then when i was in Sec 1,i felt more superior while standing beside pri school kids!Haahs,how ignorant am i?Then i took the bloody noob photo because it's required by the photographer,and till now,i still can't forget how i look like.Damn silly lah.I looked up to my seniors in sec 3,,andthinking how cool it is to be in Sec 3.When i was in Sec 3,i felt so lousy in that class i felt like quitting school for god's sake.School was just a total disaster.grades dropped,everything just blew.CCA doesn't appeal to me that much anymore.Sec 4,i decided to work hard,i tried improving on my attendance,but some time i still poned school(need a break from the hammering etc).i tried to catch up with some stuff (not science!),I felt depressed most of the time(get emo out of sudden?).Especially the period when o' levels is arriving,i binged and gained a few sinful kgs.And Auntie Geok Lian said i gained wieght in front of a lot of people.What hell?

hahs,and here am i now,starting afresh!Away from my sec school life,going on to poly!!May MTM be interesting!

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